"You mostly identify as female." I'm sorry that you had to grow in a society that accepts and promotes the gender confusion that has been going on for the past few years. Chromosomes determine your gender and the gender is defined by the human genitals. When a person can’t come to grips with their chromosomes and the visible manifestation of those chromosomes, they are confused.
(Genesis 1:27) So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them.
Not all hope is lost though! Christ died for your sins!
(John 3:16) For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.