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Leather Shoulder Bag by artjuggler Leather Shoulder Bag :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 0 2 Fir tree by artjuggler Fir tree :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Forest tracks by artjuggler Forest tracks :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 2 0 The Journey by artjuggler The Journey :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 5 2 The Depths by artjuggler The Depths :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Sock Snowman by artjuggler Sock Snowman :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 3 1 Animal themed crackers by artjuggler Animal themed crackers :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 1 Bracket fungi cluster by artjuggler Bracket fungi cluster :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 3 2 Baldric (sword belt) for wooden sword by artjuggler Baldric (sword belt) for wooden sword :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Pumpkin with penguin and giraffe by artjuggler Pumpkin with penguin and giraffe :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 4 Stone Age pendants and hand stencil by artjuggler Stone Age pendants and hand stencil :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Blue-spotted stingray by artjuggler Blue-spotted stingray :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Otter brothers by artjuggler Otter brothers :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 5 0 Macaroni penguin moulting by artjuggler Macaroni penguin moulting :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 10 0 Penguin feeding time by artjuggler Penguin feeding time :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 1 0 Nosey nose by artjuggler Nosey nose :iconartjuggler:artjuggler 0 0

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Meet the artist 2019 by jossujb Meet the artist 2019 :iconjossujb:jossujb 7 0 Gee Feat Puge by Holo-Ginge Gee Feat Puge :iconholo-ginge:Holo-Ginge 4 0 Mirror, mirror... by RavenMontoya Mirror, mirror... :iconravenmontoya:RavenMontoya 42 10
Literature
for the next time you need this
I want to ask if you're alright and I know it's a stupid thing to say, given your last journal.
 But here's hoping you get to see this.
I know I don't know you, you don't know me
and were just strangers meeting by chance in this giant web, we all seem to be flies in,
I don't know what spiders lurk at your front door,
  or if there's poison in your veins from the bites you've been dealt.
But I pray that you're still breathing, that the venom tearing through you,
hasn't reached your heart.
 And that Lion muscle doesn't sleep tonight.
Maybe you see your reflection in garbage bins and think that you're no better,
that the world is better off without such a sight.
But though Gardner I might not be,
I've seen fertilizer from things many only thought as trash and flowers bloom in the worst of places. So if you think yourself so worthless,
just remember there's a garden that'd love to call you home.
I'm not sure if the power of speech is enough to breathe the life back into the
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Literature
real time events
I sit in front of the Oven,
 door open, as it whispers a stream of warmth for my Maryland soul.
The kitchen tiles are Lined and cooled,  but my feet have been aching from the broken back shoes
   And I can't bear to stand.
Bedrooms have been locked off again,
from bursts of violence  that I seem to ignite
and I'm sitting on the kitchen floor,
   waiting for the only thing I. Seem to know how to put my Love into
  To Cool
so that the frosting won't melt
    so that I don't destroy something else
It'll be back to Normal in a few minutes,
   But right now I'm trying not to cry
because it brought me back to earlier in the day,
When there was a group of friendly eyes
and the greatest Voice,
talking at a table
and I wanted nothing more than to be near Them too
Because a few times they smiled at me, laughed at my jokes
  and maybe i was hoping we could be friends
     
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The Binary by Vodbog The Binary :iconvodbog:Vodbog 5 5
Mature content
3 a.m confessions :iconrandommeandbob:randomMeAndBob 11 15
Proud baker. DSCN3992, with story by harrietsfriend Proud baker. DSCN3992, with story :iconharrietsfriend:harrietsfriend 31 11 It smells like Christmas! by RavenMontoya It smells like Christmas! :iconravenmontoya:RavenMontoya 175 26 to tell you the truth by randomMeAndBob to tell you the truth :iconrandommeandbob:randomMeAndBob 15 9
Journal
to tell you the truth
Not really sure how people go about talking about this, but I'm going to try.
I've been battling depression for several years now and it'll feel like I'm getting better, but then the littlest things will set me off. For the most part I'm able to push it away into the back of my mind. I just don't really focus on what's reality and pretend that I'm somewhere else. I draw, listen to music, watch YouTube videos, and read all day long until I'm too tired to stay awake.
But really I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, where I'm going. I think it's mostly because I didn't expect to live this long. I never thought I'd live to be past 15 and the fact I'm still alive now terrifies me. The idea that I'm going to live another 60/ 70 years scares me. Because I feel trapped in this world and in my body and I don't know what to do to fix it. It's not that aging scares me it's just that you have to be alive that long, far longer than I would like.
My dysphoria has gotten pretty bad and the thin
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Mimi drawing MIMI drawing MIMI by PeziCreation Mimi drawing MIMI drawing MIMI :iconpezicreation:PeziCreation 28 7 Happy New Year 2018. DSCN3815, with story by harrietsfriend Happy New Year 2018. DSCN3815, with story :iconharrietsfriend:harrietsfriend 16 15 Ace the Dragon by randomMeAndBob Ace the Dragon :iconrandommeandbob:randomMeAndBob 23 7 A poem for you by randomMeAndBob A poem for you :iconrandommeandbob:randomMeAndBob 31 23 Deep In Thought by Lexidus Deep In Thought :iconlexidus:Lexidus 327 52

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Good wishes to you all. :xmas: 


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artjuggler

Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United Kingdom
I really like doing creative work - I've been writing (and less frequently, drawing) since I was a teenager. (I'm not going to tell you how old I am now; let's just say I'm old enough to know better.) However, I work in a day nursery, and that leaves me with little spare time and less spare energy for creativity.

My favourite thing is doing humorous writing or drawings that amuse other people. :)
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:iconhedgecatdragonix:
HedgeCatDragonix Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama, here's one back :)
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artjuggler Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you; and thanks for the Favourites. :)
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:iconhedgecatdragonix:
HedgeCatDragonix Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem :D
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PeziCreation Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you MINI PNG by PeziCreation  
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randomMeAndBob Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the faves and the watch!:hug: It means a lot to me!! :happybounce:
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artjuggler Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You are welcome! :) Thank you for taking a look at my Gallery and for the favourites. :hug:
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randomMeAndBob Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome too! They were very nice. :D
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Raffikii Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello :)
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artjuggler Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello. I see that you are a Thomas and Friends fan. :)
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