something shocking happened a few minutes ago.
i took 3 deep breaths and smiled.
i felt at peace, happy.
i realized that i didn't need to let my haters win
or get to me.
i realized that people can hate me all they want because all that matters to me is how i think about me.
i remembered that what other people say about me says more about them than it will ever say about me.
i told myself that i can still be happy.
i can still be me.
but i can be better.
i have some work to do
im not changing for others, though.
im changing for myself.
im doing this for me.
and a few minutes ago..
i looked in the mirror
and for the first time in awhile i loved myself.
i loved how determined
and beautiful i looked.
i finally saw myself as beautiful.
i finally saw myself as worth it.
and you know what?
me getting hacked?
that wasn't the reason why. it has nothing to do with that.
it was because of me.
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