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Pam Code
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People's Republic of China
Appreciating my writing was hard because I didn't have any respect for my past self.

As a result, I could barely accept anything I made in the moment, whether it be art, work, writing. Even a social media post felt daunting -- what if I am embarrassing myself? What if I look back on this in the future and I am ashamed? What if people find this and it's how they define me and I don't want to own it?

Realizing this helped me decide: I should write, and I should look back on my writing with appreciation, or even reverence. It had defined a period of my life. And it had led me here.

I originally joined DeviantArt in around 2005. I was about twelve then. It captured my imagination.

I decided to come back. I feel the community of anonymity suits me and where I am. And I feel that it's a place where one can be shameless.
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TGazhang Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2018  Professional Photographer

Thank you for the :+fav: I appreciate the recognition 

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ArtfulBalance Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Your art is beautiful!Keep it up!
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ArtfulBalance Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Your art is beautiful!Keep it up!
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SlyeYce Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Bless you, I hope you are feeling better in the present :heart:
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ArtfulBalance Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you (: today is a hard day. I try to remind myself: 

I feel alone, and I also love to reach out and get connected, like here on dA. And you just made that happen for me. So thank you.
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SlyeYce Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
It's a pleasure. I know being lonely in life and everything is hard as I've been struggling with it fairly often. But if it's not ending on a good not that means it's not the end, and meeting people throughout the journey can only help❤
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ArtfulBalance Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
(: indeed.
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Priswolf Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav and the watch :D
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ArtfulBalance Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the great work (: (Sorry for my delay, been sick as a hussy)
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