So. I have had this photo on my computer for a VERY long time, and have never posted it. I hate it. I really do. I was proud of myself for even taking it, and proud of the lighting and such, but I had never posted it until now because I thought that me in the picture ruined it. But because I hate it, I decided to post it, just in case it might help me get over my own insecurities about my body. This is a rather old photo, my hair is blue and I'm a tad heavier in this than I am now. But everyone who's actually seen this photo wanted me to post it. So here it is. :/ Might be deleted if I get sick of it or can't look at it anymore, but... tada. I wasn't trying to be sexy or cute or anything, this was taken with my own camera after my Liquid Projects photoshoot, and I wanted to see if I could get a picture of my shoes and the pattern of my tights. So... yeah. Ignore this. It's just a step in trying to accept myself for how I am. X___X I still feel like a whale every time I look at it, but I refuse to let feelings like that run my life. This is a step in that direction, I hope. >_<
Don't like, don't look. Even I don't like it. I'll understand. Posting this is more for myself than anything, even if it doesn't work out, I'm trying to become more comfortable with myself.
I apologize if anyone is bothered by this or me rambling on about it. I might take it down soon anyways, or move it to Scraps.
So, yeah. Hopefully I'll learn to be more secure in myself and my photos in the future.
Don't like, don't look. Even I don't like it. I'll understand. Posting this is more for myself than anything, even if it doesn't work out, I'm trying to become more comfortable with myself.
I apologize if anyone is bothered by this or me rambling on about it. I might take it down soon anyways, or move it to Scraps.
So, yeah. Hopefully I'll learn to be more secure in myself and my photos in the future.
That being said; you have a lot of balls for putting this out there if you're still insecure about it. Which I hope you will be one day. I know I look back on photos of myself in high school when I never ate, and they're photos that I thought I looked soooo bad in then, but now I realise that yeah I was too skinny but I didn't look BAD. I looked hot. LOL.
TL;DR -- you're gorgeous.
Thank you SO much. It means alot to me that you think that, especially since this picture was taken awhile ago, and I look different now... It just. I don't know. Thank you so much for the support. I hope I'm able to be more secure with myself one day, too. And I know how you feel, but maybe in a different point-- I'll look at years-old photoshoot photos of me from when I was MUCH heavier, and I'm starting to realize even though I looked different, it was still ME. >//////< I hope you're doing well too, and fff, you're hotter than Harry Potter, bro! ;3
And for TL;DR: I read all my comments, and they're never too long! Don't worry! ^7^
Absolutely! I know what you're going through and while we all have our issues I feel like some of us have it worse than others. Even though I'm "better" now I still have some pretty bad days. >///>
But even though we're like, internet buddies and whatnot you should know I'm here if you want to talk, for support or anything. I know it helps to have someone who's been through similar
shitexperiences.Hotter than Potter? FFFF
OK! That's good because I find myself rambling often. Hah.
How tall are you? Do you cosplay at all?
As far as cosplay, you're most certainly the awesomest! You always pull of the expressions so well. And you make for an adorable Luna. <3
And sometimes other freaks like us are horribly mean! D: You're the kindest one, by far, and probably the funniest, too. Plus, you're not a poser- STUPID POSERS.
You're so, so welcome, and thank you! : D
Baaah~ Thank ya so much! ;7; And fff, it ain't much of an outfit, m'just wearing a Beatles shirt and sum weirdish tights. XDD
Lovely shot and pretty legs !