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Bullying

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Bullying

Bullying it happens every day as ya know at school, in the circle of friends, on the work and in the office either of course, insulters circle excepted bullying is on the rise like the rise of the nones and faced by many people like you they come from all walks of life, races, genders, cultures and ages so angst-riven, panic-stricken, spine-chilling, pain-ridden and, of course, empty-handed nightmarish all night long from day to day down to the present day you went into a deep depression assailed by fear and dark thoughts you try to settle down the silence you try to fall asleep, bothered of awakening you wish to have a

Insomnia

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Insomnia

Insomnia From somewhere else at about midnight Nights are so quiet over and over again Sometimes more, sometimes less homely too quietly Every now and then the star-spattered sky appears, but it appears never complete A wonderful view of these stars and the black infinity. I can't avoid it. I don't want to To fall asleep lying under the star-spattered sky is drop-dead gorgeous Without any persecution, without any fear and anger 'cause anger blinds This is where I live The silence and the peace, a kinda celestial peace Thoughts circle in the most different directions, as is sometimes the case Not uncommonly worried thoughts as alway

WIR

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WIR

WIR Wir liegen, wiegen und schwärmen uns einander aus Du, die Beharrlichkeit ohne Humanität Pamphlet lebte und einen nahezu enzyklopädischen Euphuismus pflegte Du, die über einem Schwarm der Exzesse triumphierte mit einem befremdlichen Sog geißelnd blendetest Desavouiert, erhaben mit einem Hauch Absurdität Du Ich versagte ohne summa cum laude Befehdete niemals die Hand für Impertinenzen und deren Rehegemonie Lebte Immaterialismus, Autarkie, sprachlichen Purismus, Identität ohne Altruismus Lebend Leben erleben war meine Quintessenz Das Habitat als ein Axiom expliziert und offenbarend glorifiz

Zustand Kausal

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Zustand Kausal

Zustand Kausal Irgendwann verblasste mein Augenlicht und die Wahrnehmungsfähigkeit löste sich auf. An mehr kann ich mich nicht mehr erinnern. Meinen gegenwärtigen Zustand bin ich nicht fähig zu begreifen. Ich weiß nur soviel oder glaube zu wissen, dass mein Augenlicht erloschen ist oder in einem Zustand umfassender Dunkelheit steht. Ebenso das Gehör. Den Schmerz will ich nicht erwähnen, weil ich keine Worte fände. Meine Gliedmassen spüre ich nicht. Selbst die kleinsten Muskeln scheinen getrennt zu sein. Ein Aus- und Einatmen registriere ich nicht. Weiter kann ich fühlen, dass mich Kälte

Kongregation Vertrauen

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Kongregation Vertrauen

Kongregation Vertrauen Wir haben dauernd versucht es uns angenehmer zu machen, doch es führte alles nichts zu positiveren Änderungen. Wir sind jetzt auf uns alleine gestellt, abgeschirmt von der Totalität. War alles richtig, war alles wieder gut für die andere Seite? Wir werden uns darüber noch Gedanken machen müssen. Viele Gedanken. An und für sich sind wir, das wissen und wussten die anderen, zusammen. Wir brauchen uns gegenseitig. Es ist nicht leicht abgeschieden zu leben, doch was hätte man schon machen können? Die Allgemeinheit ruht, es existieren nur noch ihre Körper. Sie verschwinden v

Du Wunder Unerreichbar

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Du Wunder Unerreichbar

Du Wunder Unerreichbar Prolog (Um die Welt in einem Sandkorn zu sehn und den Himmel in einer wilden Blume, halte die Unendlichkeit auf deiner flachen Hand und die Stunde rückt in die Ewigkeit. (aus Auguries of Innocence)) Eingeschlummert bodenlos. Nemo grüßt dich. Der Blick nach oben gerichtet. Er winkt dir zu. Ein Schmunzeln Hoffnungslosigkeit; vielleicht verspielt mit Aureole umgeben. Du vermisst ihn. Du willst ihn drücken. Du blickst unzwanghaft nach unten. Er liegt dort. Unberührt, unschuldig und unüberwindlich vereint. Du hebst Teddy auf. Du drückst ihn. Einige Tränen fallen. Wieder die Augen ge

Styx Memorabilien

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Styx Memorabilien

Styx’ Memorabilien Du liegst und denkst nach Bruchstücke fliegen an deinem Gesicht vorbei Du beginnst zu zweifeln, obwohl du mit Glücklichkeit bedacht wurdest Dem Alltag Dritter schenktest du niemals Beachtung Er langweilte dich mit Trivialität, Perlusion und Mulm Schizogene, quasi pathogene Gesellschaftssysteme Du wähltest nicht, aber du wurdest auserwählt als Ich Kollektive Koexistenz ohne Schisma Konformität Zu den Bruchstücken gesellen sich Silhouetten von dir nahestehenden Individuen Sie wirken wie skizzenhafte Schemen aus längst vergessenen Realitäten Dein Panoptikum infolge r

Momentaufnahmen

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Momentaufnahmen

Momentaufnahmen Da sitzen wir nun, mehr im unscheinbaren Bereich, mehr separat von der Masse, denn sie stört nur. Boulevard und grölende Horden sind irrelevant und erregen niemals unser Interesse. Wir sprechen nicht ihre unreine Sprache und konsumieren keine Trivialitäten oder gar Hysterie. Dessen ungeachtet fühlen wir uns hier behaglich und genießen jede Sekunde Zweisamkeit. Wir verzehren jeweils nur ein vernünftiges Croissant, das knusprig ist. Wir trinken schwarzen Tee, fair trade Kaffee und kalten Orangensaft. Wir lassen uns nicht ablenken, sind immun wie furchtlos. Wir haben nur uns. Wir erkennen, vertraue

A thought so tiny...

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A thought so tiny...

A tale of two children- me and myself, one lost long ago to time and memory - the other, oh the other survives to tell the tale of many years - the good and bad, the wondrous and sad was meant to be the last that I have... The storm for city kids was a shout from heaven- clean and loud not like the frightening bass drums in that parade of dead heroes resounding... maybe I was afraid - but not now and that storm, blessed light and tumult - clean and natural in one tremendous breath... And afterwards... peace to wander those pristine hills within the treasure troves of youth, the little discoveries etched into the unformed, unsuspecting b
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Colours

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Colours

That idea, that somebody could be so small physically and take up so much of your mind, of your world, strikes a chord with me. I can't even put into words what I feel right now: I could literally hold you for eons and eternities and I would never notice anything but you. Sometimes when we're out places I have to reel myself in, remind myself that other things exist outside of you. You're all I see: and not in a blind way, because you're like this glorious rainbow that stretches across the sky and makes all the colours seem brighter. I spent so much time thinking my heart was meant for a subtle loneliness, that any match wouldn't quite match,

Scream

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Scream

I often think Time strays from me Ever looping constantly More time, our options never give The loop; consistent; repetitive I see your life; obscenity A twisting colliding serenity The times we’ve touched, in perfection Connected, frozen, never done We push, we pull, we pry away We never really know to stay And here we meet Time and time again The ever dreaming …. Perfection Ghost fingers slide both in and out Torturous, as you push them; shout Never could one in your Hell share; No matter how you strip them bare Stars eternal endlessly; Love, useless: … patiently I love you; love Why won’t you stay? The dark

Friendship

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Friendship

Friendship is like the night: Delicate, pure and infinite. Friendship is like the day: Vibrant, exciting, always different. Friendship is like the sea: Deep, dangerous and mysterious. Friendship is like the air: Invisible and always there. Friendship is as pure as the soul: It begins and ends in the heart. And both are immortal!

Take heart

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Take heart

Where do we find ourselves? Back at the start... Take heart in winter for you are here with me... dreams of passion are out of fashion and in another place, your face may smile with longing met and yet, we still part- my love, take heart. Words in a dream... or so it may seem...
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December Mist

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December Mist

Leaves blown against street lamps- alight there and then away... long shadows reach for you and fog wraps enfolding the friendly maple not so... time to go A human soul with a dead, bleeding heart that stands apart - beats only for the pain in that slippery, familiar lane- birds call, squirrels play but not on this day... Go home, little one to whatever awaits... December mist never kissed a child so frightened and alone as you...
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World Peace

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World Peace

As kids We often pray for world peace Because we think it's possible We're not jaded Still full of hope It's sad We don't realize when we've stopped asking for world peace Because we don't think it's possible We just stop We chide ourselves for being childish Believing in peace is like believing in fairies and ghosts We’ve seen too much We think we know better But then Sometimes We get the chance to see through a child's eyes And we see that hope And we hear that prayer And we pray too, for world peace And for that child to never lose hope Maybe they'll be the ones to realize it But we can't Because it's impossible
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Too afraid to tell

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Too afraid to tell

We had dreams. We had ambitions. We had things we wanted to do, And things we wanted to accomplish. But those dreams vanished, And those ambitions faded. I don't want to do anything, And I have nothing to accomplish. It's eating me alive, The constant despair. I'm too afraid to ask, Too afraid to tell. It's better this way, For no one to know.

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