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Hesitance
Stumbling upon a new object She questions what it could be Whether she is seeing clearly As the object comes closer. This new project composed of leaping and climbing Becomes binding and winding. Each new road Leading to something… Hesitance takes hold of her mind, She hates it! Tries to leave it behind, But stuck in a questioning on look of life, She stumbles, learning to walk.
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Closer
Rain falling, Her mind not sure To jump, or walk. She wants to jump into the sea To only be in the form Of passionate immortality, Yet land is so familiar and true. That blue hue calling to her inner desire Sparking that raging, cool fire. It calls, Dares her to be spontaneous, but she says ‘Baby steps’ And walks closer to the edge.
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Grieving Words
Grieving Words Time took you from me It didn't make me feel free Just ripped and Dipped in a tar That stuck to me like your love does. I was thinking we would be Inevitable. Eternal, Yet dust settles in your coffin And my words are no longer credible From the grief laced within their syllables.
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My Redaline
I'll tell you I love you. I'll show physically, Hypnotically, Strongly How much I think you mean to me. My love is maudlin Mixed with adrenaline. You are my ridaline Reaching into my system Going down and down Not dimming me to a frown But enough to know whats around Other than high pitched frequency sounds. You are my Frey God of Peace You don't just say bullshit To calm me. I welcome you in With a lustful smile As I freeze While you enamore my body Licking my core With ostentatious eyes Cajoling the Hela inside As you take me for a ride With rough ropes. With whit like a chess master You play into my heart Faster and faster
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Ground Zero
I'm drowning Falling Whatever you wanna call it I see it as me dying As me laying down taking the pain Because this sense of helplessness won't go away Because I deal with the fact I'm not good enough Every day When I see your face and I'm reminded I can't be what I feel you need me to be And I'm drowning because I don't know what you need from me And darling I know the thing's you've told me I know I should be only what I am But darling, being with a man like you So simple, Just you, is hard to understand When I'm at ground one hundred and eighty three And you're on ground zero My calming down there hero And I'm all the way up here And
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A Lost I Don't Know What
A memory A real life memory drifting In and out of my mind Even though I left you behind, You still follow. I still feel what I did in those moments Of confusion Delusion, Lovely seclusion And heavy lust Now compacted into one statement. I miss you. This is lost to me I don't see how or why Because in our time You would leave me for a while Coming back with an excuse and a "Please, I'm sorry will you just see me" I did For a while. I was a bit of a liar To do so. I just wanted you. And I thought you felt that too Until.... Absence Not heard from Not seen Might as well be just another memory Then "Please, I'm sorry will
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Head or Tales
She stood between two men who her heart desired more than she could comprehend. She stood facing north, not facing either of them while listening to their breathing and words knowing they wanted her. One more than the other perhaps. She listened, each word taking a part of her soul to each person until she was broken down not knowing who had more pieces of her. To her right stood a tall man with slightly tanned skin and dark hair that swooped across his forehead creating a picture perfect look that made him more attractive to the common eye. His eyes were brown, the color of chocolate, the color of earth that gives life to new emotions throug
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Crashed
Beep Beep Beep Three syllabes Everyone a possible goodbye An extended hopeful lie That you could remain Here with me One more day. Looking at you Lying on dreadful white I see no purity I see no light Because there is a constant blue Strangling me Stabbing me Through and through When I simply gaze on you. Oxygen forced into your lungs Has death taken over yet? Am I simply over reacting Do I need to fret? Because lover, my face has stayed wet With tears for at least a year At the constant sound of Beep Beep Beep. Up and down Goes your ribs Drip Drip Drip The I.V sounds Here you  are bound to mortal pain You have nothing to g
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No Such Things As Ghosts
There was an eerie silence. It felt like violence Dead and gone. It creeped up my spine, I felt all my sanity leave me As my dusty footsteps stayed behind As I continuously, Blindly Moved forwards. I felt my blood run cold. I had nothing to hold Except the fog coming from my breath. I let out a sigh.... Oh me, Oh my.... Where am I?? Protruding from the hall wall Was a female chest with barely a neck connected to it And it moved up and down as if it was breathing... As if it was still needing air to live. It said my name... As I walked by. I heard her scream Hoping I wouldn't say goodbye But dear, she did frighten me! Laughter was a s
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A Stained Child
She looks in the mirror. She is afraid the others will fear her, Not get near her, Because she has done wrong. She walks in the halls Memorizing the faces corrupted with sneers. She can't contain her urge to cry She can't help but want to say goodbye To the world that never held treasure. A tenebrous house Watching her every movement. There is no measure To what they will do When they find out She's done wrong too. "Please god" She prays and prays "Don't let daddy hit me Cause I misbehaved." Her conscience haunts her... She gives no consent. But it's wretched; Bending her skin till she gasps in pain Causing her own storm Because sh
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Hesitance
Stumbling upon a new object She questions what it could be Whether she is seeing clearly As the object comes closer. This new project composed of leaping and climbing Becomes binding and winding. Each new road Leading to something… Hesitance takes hold of her mind, She hates it! Tries to leave it behind, But stuck in a questioning on look of life, She stumbles, learning to walk.
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Closer
Rain falling, Her mind not sure To jump, or walk. She wants to jump into the sea To only be in the form Of passionate immortality, Yet land is so familiar and true. That blue hue calling to her inner desire Sparking that raging, cool fire. It calls, Dares her to be spontaneous, but she says ‘Baby steps’ And walks closer to the edge.
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Grieving Words
Grieving Words Time took you from me It didn't make me feel free Just ripped and Dipped in a tar That stuck to me like your love does. I was thinking we would be Inevitable. Eternal, Yet dust settles in your coffin And my words are no longer credible From the grief laced within their syllables.
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My Redaline
I'll tell you I love you. I'll show physically, Hypnotically, Strongly How much I think you mean to me. My love is maudlin Mixed with adrenaline. You are my ridaline Reaching into my system Going down and down Not dimming me to a frown But enough to know whats around Other than high pitched frequency sounds. You are my Frey God of Peace You don't just say bullshit To calm me. I welcome you in With a lustful smile As I freeze While you enamore my body Licking my core With ostentatious eyes Cajoling the Hela inside As you take me for a ride With rough ropes. With whit like a chess master You play into my heart Faster and faster
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Ground Zero
I'm drowning Falling Whatever you wanna call it I see it as me dying As me laying down taking the pain Because this sense of helplessness won't go away Because I deal with the fact I'm not good enough Every day When I see your face and I'm reminded I can't be what I feel you need me to be And I'm drowning because I don't know what you need from me And darling I know the thing's you've told me I know I should be only what I am But darling, being with a man like you So simple, Just you, is hard to understand When I'm at ground one hundred and eighty three And you're on ground zero My calming down there hero And I'm all the way up here And
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A Lost I Don't Know What
A memory A real life memory drifting In and out of my mind Even though I left you behind, You still follow. I still feel what I did in those moments Of confusion Delusion, Lovely seclusion And heavy lust Now compacted into one statement. I miss you. This is lost to me I don't see how or why Because in our time You would leave me for a while Coming back with an excuse and a "Please, I'm sorry will you just see me" I did For a while. I was a bit of a liar To do so. I just wanted you. And I thought you felt that too Until.... Absence Not heard from Not seen Might as well be just another memory Then "Please, I'm sorry will
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Head or Tales
She stood between two men who her heart desired more than she could comprehend. She stood facing north, not facing either of them while listening to their breathing and words knowing they wanted her. One more than the other perhaps. She listened, each word taking a part of her soul to each person until she was broken down not knowing who had more pieces of her. To her right stood a tall man with slightly tanned skin and dark hair that swooped across his forehead creating a picture perfect look that made him more attractive to the common eye. His eyes were brown, the color of chocolate, the color of earth that gives life to new emotions throug
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Crashed
Beep Beep Beep Three syllabes Everyone a possible goodbye An extended hopeful lie That you could remain Here with me One more day. Looking at you Lying on dreadful white I see no purity I see no light Because there is a constant blue Strangling me Stabbing me Through and through When I simply gaze on you. Oxygen forced into your lungs Has death taken over yet? Am I simply over reacting Do I need to fret? Because lover, my face has stayed wet With tears for at least a year At the constant sound of Beep Beep Beep. Up and down Goes your ribs Drip Drip Drip The I.V sounds Here you  are bound to mortal pain You have nothing to g
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No Such Things As Ghosts
There was an eerie silence. It felt like violence Dead and gone. It creeped up my spine, I felt all my sanity leave me As my dusty footsteps stayed behind As I continuously, Blindly Moved forwards. I felt my blood run cold. I had nothing to hold Except the fog coming from my breath. I let out a sigh.... Oh me, Oh my.... Where am I?? Protruding from the hall wall Was a female chest with barely a neck connected to it And it moved up and down as if it was breathing... As if it was still needing air to live. It said my name... As I walked by. I heard her scream Hoping I wouldn't say goodbye But dear, she did frighten me! Laughter was a s
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A Stained Child
She looks in the mirror. She is afraid the others will fear her, Not get near her, Because she has done wrong. She walks in the halls Memorizing the faces corrupted with sneers. She can't contain her urge to cry She can't help but want to say goodbye To the world that never held treasure. A tenebrous house Watching her every movement. There is no measure To what they will do When they find out She's done wrong too. "Please god" She prays and prays "Don't let daddy hit me Cause I misbehaved." Her conscience haunts her... She gives no consent. But it's wretched; Bending her skin till she gasps in pain Causing her own storm Because sh
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BLOOMING IN THE APOCALYPTIC FLOWER
BLOOMING IN THE APOCOLYPTIC FLOWER I want to rip my eyes out of their sockets as they form blood pools in the crevices under my eyes. I want to lick your skin in the blindness of serinity as I feel more than my vision could ever see. I want to cut my skin away from my soul so I can fly. I want to rip my hair out as my mind floats free and I want to shake myself so hard that I combust and die. I want to sink into an oblivion so deep that nothing touches me except the words of lust and desire. I will watch the sky with anxious eyes to see who beholds my holding place, but if none come, if people fail to realize that I am gone, I shall sink into
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I want to speak to you with every fiber of my being. This has become one of my deepest, darkest desires and it burns through me like fire. Loosing my sanity each day does not help this. I can not process everything going on around me. I see and see But I can't comprehend this unstable reality of payments, Hateful statements and contracts that take my soul. Pain has become an acquired taste. I guess this is what I get for my sin and desperation. I was insatiable with my wants and needs. Now my pain consumed in a storm of torment and depression. So I don't know why I am doing all of this. I just am.  
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POETRY
Poetry isn't just a hit and run deal. First you think about the feeling invoked by a certian person, object or sight. Then you have to put that into words which is the hardest part. Finding which syllables go together is like finding your soulmate. It takes time but so worth it because you have everything you want once you are finished. Putting phrases and words together is like building a house. Every layer, pipe and nail is important in the structure and one mistake could mislead someone into thinking something is safe when it isn't or the whole poem could come crumbling down. Poetry makes you face those deep emotions you want to purge your
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thoughts
Love I believe is the foundation for many houses that stand ground in the turmoil of this world. I believe that it can conquer storms but also be the very reason they exist. No one has the right to say that they love someone more than another person does because love is never measure. It is existing in this world, in each of us to give us character and a spark that no one really understands why it exists.   We can debate that is a chemical reaction brough on by the brain and percieved as something from the heart but why would you try to define something that everyone at one point and time wants, needs or craves.
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Thank you for the faves and the watch
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No problemo:)
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Thank you for all the favorites, the watch, and the feedback :)
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You are very welcome! Thank you as well!
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thanks for the faves
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Thank you for the Favorite.
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OMG! Thanks for the faves and feedback!
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