Just an update on my last entry, not that anyone even reads this, but here's to completion.
I recently learned of a term called 'Quarter-life crisis', and I think what I'm feeling right now is a combination of that and a premature Mid-life crisis. I know that things will be harder and harder in the coming few years, and when things finally settle down, I know it won't be what I desire in life.
So the point of this and the previous entry is to get my thoughts on the matter down, and to maybe entertain or get people thinking about it. What I'm really trying to do and have been thinking about, is finding the best possible preemptive strike on the Mid-life crisis. Unfortunately the butterfly effect is inapplicable here, so that means I have to create much larger changes in life to have a large enough outcome later in life.
Let's hope I come back to this in a decade and not think that I was an idiot.