That is the conclusion I have come to after my interview yesterday. I walked in feeling confident and empowered. I walked out of it thinking there was no way I could have presented myself any better. This was echoed by those close to me who observed that after the interview my swagger was back, my calmness was out there enveloping others and the full me was out for the world to see.
Apparently this downturn in events over the last couple of years has taken the "me" out of the picture and I have been but a shell of who I really am. This explains my lack of commitment here as I have quit creating as those of you who have continued the support