Moving off the last journal because... Why not?
Go figure my drive wouldn't last as long as I thought... .-.; Well, if I'm frank, I'm kinda gnawing at the wells trying to come up with ideas of what to work on. I started to think about opening requests but if anyone's known me for any length of time, me and requests... ._.; We don't have a good track record, let's just say. I'd get like one or three done and then just FFFFFFFFFFFFFBBBBT.
Most of my energy has been trying to will myself back into writing again. Before my, err... "Forced" break, I had to put things on hiatus so I could read two books to kind of help stimulate more of the world in my Pokémon story (Yes, I'm still working on that blasted thing). It was mostly for world-building ideas toward Team Galactic and how powerful they've become when you let them plan for 5 years after their first gigantic blunder. Let's just say... I come up with some horrible, horrible ideas...
Well, truth is, the ideas to what books I was reading... most of them were in me trying to think of a way to sort of come up with a better ending toward those types of stories. I won't spoil which stories they are, but the musings in question have some pretty messed up endings (I'll leave that spoilage for the Beta Readers when I start to hire them. Yes, HIRE them- This bullshit is long and I don't want people doing this for free). I'd say given what the content was about, there was no "Win" state in these stories, they were really meant to have bad endings- and when I finished reading it, I started to wonder if my own version of this story could at least if not achieve that "good" ending, at least find some way to break even (especially since they exist on different planes, the rules are different and it hasn't gotten to that point of no return yet like it was portrayed in said stories). It's been something to think about, if I'm honest- but it's also been somewhat of a philosophical sort of trip with me trying to answer certain questions I've had about things as well...
... which is weird, because I really didn't plan this story to really BE particular deep. It was like, the more I started writing, the more stuff I started to think about and the more fucked out I started to consider things were than I initially wrote them. o-o; Up until now, the story's been sort of writing itself, except here where I feel I've hit a bit of a hole that I'm trying to unfuck myself out of in it's beta stage.
Though recently, I've kinda had a bit of a thought to actually delve into that shit side of me I've been jabbing at every now and again. Kinda woke up to a thought to continue a little comic I've had worked on a while back that involved some REALLY thorough bondage scenes, but I kept breaking things down into different universes and piled on more work. @_@ Not to mention my actual work pretty much eats up my free time. Not to also mention that... >>; Err, yeah... "complications" that involve looking up references for these poses/positions that make it hard to- *Rain snickers* Shut up.
Rain: :3 I'm totally on board with the bondage comic!
~You would say that. >>; Though honestly, I'm surprised you're still on board with it, considering who's involved tying you gals up.
Rain: Non-canon, A.M., anything goes. ;3
~Anywho, just wanted to jot down some ideas to get the juices flowing- *Rain bursts out into laughter* Seriously, how did you take that as an innuendo?! ono;
Rain: XD It's fine, it's fine. Go on. I-I'll be quiet. *stiffens snickering* X3
~That's it. ._.; That was the end. *Awkward Ollie out*
- -Requests (Maybe? Probably? no clue when that'll happen)
- Writing moar Pokémon. May look into proper hiring of Beta Readers.
- Bondage Comic (tbd)