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poison tree
So it's been a few months since I last wrote anything here, and it turned out to be the translated lyrics of a song. I guess I don't feel like this is a personal place where I can write about myself much. A lot has changed, and happened, but none of that actually matters. We're all living creatures standing on a blue ball in the middle of nothing, and we're all going to die sooner or later. HAH.
Life is coming back to normal for a lot of people, and those are their lives and it's okay, and I have doubts about everything and that's just what normal people do and have.

I know I'm not the only one thinking the way I think about things, but sometimes it's like perceiving an entirely different dimension some people have no idea it's even there. And they are stuck and there's nothing to do about it I'm not into drugs and being an alcoholic.

Grouper is coming to play here this year, which sort of completes the list of everything I needed to see live. Maybe I won't be so obsessed with [her] music after. Maybe it'll be worse. For now, it just calms me down. It reminds me of VALIS a lot, which I thought would get away, I've read like a dozen good books since. It's like past all the bullshit, and past all thought, and all the bullshit again, and all clearance of mind and spirit, and all the bullshit that comes after that, there should still be something left. Pure knowledge. And whatever it is, it's completely rogue and powerless.

To sleep tonight I will try listening to Selvaggina Go Back Into the Woods, and think about Jhonn and all he meant for a bit. And ponder if a tattoo with the Coil symbol little sticky man is a good idea.

I'm so, so tired.

I wanna live in a bathysphere
  • Listening to: Everybody Cares, Everybody Understands
  • Reading: Indiscretion #243
  • Watching: A Motion Picture
  • Playing: Plague Asphyx
  • Eating: Algo Teu
  • Drinking: Abrasocaine


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psychotica Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2007
o tak é o maior etc etc
psychotica Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2007
muito engraçado.........
TRUE, THOUGH, etc etc.
arss Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2007  Professional Filmographer
Obrigada pelo fav \o
Nao contribui em nada para a minha felicidade, mas que s'afoda @
aratak Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2007
I can go get fucked
Lie beside the ditch
So low round my neck
Strung out every stictch

Who are you hiding
Is it safe for the deaf
Beautiful cancer
Infiltrate and forget
And I saw you coming
And I heard not a thing
A mistake not to listen
When I knew where you'd been

And I got what was
I want to take what's left
No talk will cure
What's lost, or save what's left
For the deaf
ivoryacidlust Featured By Owner May 19, 2007
aratak Featured By Owner May 15, 2007
O avô cavernoso
Instituiu a chuva
Ratificou a demora
Ninguém o chora agora
Vinte mil léguas de virgens vieram
Inutéis e despidas
Flores de malva
E a boina bem segura
Sobre a calva
Ao avô cavernoso quem viu a tonsura?
E a tenda dos milagres e a privada?
Na tenda que foi nítida conjura
As flores de malva murcham devagar
Até que se ouvem gritos, matinadas
aratak Featured By Owner May 13, 2007
Are you coming to poison my remarks?
This grating
Protective trees and feeble barriers,
But is too distant,
aratak Featured By Owner May 13, 2007
The innocence's round dance.
ivoryacidlust Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2007
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