So it's been a few months since I last wrote anything here, and it turned out to be the translated lyrics of a song. I guess I don't feel like this is a personal place where I can write about myself much. A lot has changed, and happened, but none of that actually matters. We're all living creatures standing on a blue ball in the middle of nothing, and we're all going to die sooner or later. HAH. Life is coming back to normal for a lot of people, and those are their lives and it's okay, and I have doubts about everything and that's just what normal people do and have. I know I'm not the only one thinking the way I think about things, but som

the heart pounds as always but this time out of rhythm with time lost and forgotten at home going to explode through my nose turn myself to the sweaty covers stare at the rust growing on me it eats into the shell i stand up, i'm dizzy i'm crumbling away walking around walking past myself clothe myself naked and then strip woken up but put to sleep can't sleep a wink i speak aloud and travel inside myself searching i search for life for a while i stood in place with hope as my friend i make up some time i look for a good beginning but i becomes a disappointment the heart stops doesn't move i insert a pacemaker (which i

I'm all that empty A hole burning like the sun Space is all so clear now And fate won't come alone i'm tired