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Literature
You're all mine
I love you
I finally got over it
Everything that held me back
Is propelling me forwards
Into your arms
Safe from all harm
I can't imagine
Anywhere I would rather be
Can we stay here?
In this bliss forever
I don't want to leave
I'm not ready to let go
I don't think I'll ever be ready
Ready to leave this
Or ready to understand
I can't believe that you're all mine
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Literature
The last summer(prologue)
Prologue
Liza was an average teen; she was a little tall for her age with short brown hair. AJ, also being a tall for his age, was a little bit taller than Liza. He was skinny with dirty blonde hair. Liza and AJ had been best friends since they were three, when AJ moved there from New York City. Now they were fourteen and getting ready to start high school. Both of them were so nervous that they wanted to spend every day that summer together. They usually spent summer days at the pool near Liza's house, but this summer was different.
This was going to be the hardest summer of their lived because... Well you'll just have to read to find out.
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Literature
Young love doesn't last
You learn fast. You
understand complicated
things. You enjoy
the things you have,
being
                         young.
Everything happens so
fast. It doesn't
all make sense. Falling
in and out of
                         love.
When you grow up
to fast, you lose
the past. Life moves
on, it
                         doesn't
do to dwell on
yesterday. We all
know yesterday won't
                         last.
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Literature
Flight
I don't know why
 I write late at night.
That's when my head is clear
 and my emotions are near.
I think about you
 all day and all night.
Always on my mind
 but never in my sight.
Maybe it's wrong
 it feels so right.
My love for you
 is just taking flight.
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Literature
Untitled 16
I don't what I'll do when you leave
I don't know what to do when you're here
I know itll be the end of me when you leave
I know I'm going crazy with you here
I can't lose you
I can't keep you
I hurt when you're here
I die when you leave
I don't know what to do
Should I stay or should I go
Prolong the pain or end it now
What should I do
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Literature
Untitled 15
When you look at me
           I'm happy
When you smile at me
           I'm excited
When you talk to me
           I'm in love
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Literature
Note card 1
One cosmogramma day in purgatory a baby penguin named flipper and baby Moses were hanging out. Since they were only babies they couldn't do much but sit and roll around. Flippers mom was suppose to be watching them, when she got a call from Moses's mom. She stepped away from where the children were. While she was away an eagle swept down and stole flipper. OH NO! It was up to moses to save him. 
Moses jumped into action right away! "I'LL SAVE YOU!!!!" Moses yelled. Moses started running after the eagle. 
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Literature
Tired
I'm tired
     Of you
I'm tired
     Of loving you
I'm sick
     Of missing you
I hate
     Wanting you
I want
     To move on
I'm tired
     To tired
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Literature
Today
Today I cried
     Just a little
All the same
     It was for you
Not the same
     A different
It was happy
     I was happy
I am happy
     I moved on
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Literature
How long
How long does it take
       To fully forget
       To truly get over
       To finally move on
              From you
When will I be able
        To kiss another guy
        To love someone else
        To finally move on
              Without thoughts of you
When will you understand
         I love you
         I want you
         I need you
             And I always will
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Literature
Hopes opponents POV
Ive been training for a year. I'm ready for this fight. I don't know who I'm against, but I'm sure i can take them. Then they call the names  I am against Hope Crook. All I can think of was what she did to that girl last year. I am  so scared I can't move, but I can't back out. I have to fight, if I don't my dad will kill me. That is, if Hope doesn't first. Right now I just want to go home, I don't want to fight her. Daddy's pushing me. He's been waiting for me to actually fight in a competition. I want to win though, I don't want to die before I get to the second round. "daddy, I can't." 
"yes you can. We've trained you hard for this. You are prepared and you will win." daddy said trying to make me feel better.
Still unprepared I started walking towards the extra room to stretch. As I'm walking I see her. Her and her sister are some of the best fighters I've seen. I'm scared. Daddy can tell, he put his hand on my shoulder as he walks me to the extra room. "Daddy, I'm sc
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Literature
Popsicle stick 1
I sat down in the middle of the road and started to cry. This wasn't the first time it had happened. I just couldn't believe what had just happened. Here, let me start at the beginning. 
My name is michael and it started like every other day. It was five in the morning and I just woke up. I had to get ready for school. Everything was going normal. I got up, had my breakfast, packed my lunch and drove to school. I went to hangout with my friends at our table in the cafeteria. First and second block were great, but then I got to lunch. 
That was when I saw her. She was gorgeous. She was short, but not to short, around five foot. She had the prettiest skin, so naturally smooth and pale. She never had to wear make-up, and as far as i could tell, never had. Her black hair was not yet to her waist. She never noticed me, she was always to wrapped up in her friends. I told myself today was the day. I was going to ask her.
I walked up and tapped her on the shoulder, "hi."
"Hey." she s
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Literature
I
I'm so stupid
     Why do I try
I make my self feel like crap
     But I can't stop
I don't do anything right
     And I can't fix it
I wish I could change
     Guys just make me this way
I know it's stupid
     But I can't change
                  Do I want to?
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Literature
You
You build me up
You break me down
You tell me you love me
Then go fuck around
I love you
I hate you
You make it easy
You make it hard
You give me life
Then slowly kill me
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Literature
You
You're the ping to my pong
            the ding to my dong
            the hip to my hop
            the rock to my roll
            But the most important
                          You're the "you" in "i love you"
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Literature
I love
I love the way
     You make me feel special
I love the way
     You make me feel like the only one
I love the way
     You really care about me
I love the way
     You're always yourself
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arabelle-elizabeth
amanda
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I'm Amanda. I joined Devientart because, My sister Emily basically forced me, but right now I'm glad she did. She also helped me with the ID. It is my actually poerty book which, even though they are all on here, only a few people other then me have actually seen inside it. I am currently writing poems as a form of self-help. It's cheaper then a psyciatrist and it's, personally i think, better then a real one. it's helping me feel better and get over some of the problems I'm having. Even though they are very personal probs that i write about, I would love to hear what others think that they may mean. Who knows, maybe one of your guess could be right. I would love to hear praise just as much as critisism. Don't be to mean, but do tell me what i can do to improve. Thank you for spending a few minutes of your time visiting my page and reading my info. Thank you for reading my poems and thank you for all the comments.

Much Love,
Amanda

Current Residence: my parents house
Favourite genre of music: everything except polka
Favourite photographer: idk. as long as its of my puppy belle idc
Favourite style of art: written
Operating System: my heart?
MP3 player of choice: my ipod loaded with songs from leioll's itunes
Shell of choice: oyster
Wallpaper of choice: not floral. it looks bad in most homes
Skin of choice: ...mine...
Favourite cartoon character: one from when i was a kid
Personal Quote: "tools of the trade? what tools of what trade"
Interests
So I already did this twice, but I wanted to try again. I should have been in jail last time but I've done more since then, so I wanted to see where I stand now. ^^


If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]


[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 34

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 40

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 47

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie 
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 54

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[x] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 63

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

53, 62, and 72. I always seem to go up by 10. Apparently I should be dead.
  • Listening to: my boyfriend talking
  • Reading: my computer screen
  • Watching: my boyfriend via skype
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea

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Roxyblue4343 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
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Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste thismessage on their userpage!)

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If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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10-& Up you're loved
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vanduobones Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Professional Interface Designer
Thanks for watching! :3
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SerenityStars Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Wow, I'm so glad you enjoyed some of my poems! Sorry it took me too long to say thanks, but I've been very busy lately... so thanks! :hug: 
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Kage-Yami Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch (and faves/collections from memory)! :D

Most of my poetry is the same; about personal problems to help me relax, sort-of as an 'emotional vent', as I call it.
I'll get to reading some of them soon, and probably watch you. :)
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MaireeMargaret Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you!
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thysilverdoe Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Professional Writer
Thank you for the collections and the :+devwatch:. :)
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ReadyToBeInspired Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
By the way, thanks for the watch! I am a dummy! 
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Sunsee Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the +watch and add to your collection! Hug 
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Ziruzadat Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you :). comment if you like. cya
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sadboyinsnow Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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