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Holland Wilcox
Current Residence: Barren Waste lands of Hell, Wyoming
Some days just suck...Right now, I'm on the brink of hating everything, which isn't good at all.  I'm trying to control my feelings, but it's not easy.  A lot of emotional stuff happened to me yesterday, and I want to tell, but no matter how much I try to break myself apart to talk about it, I can't seem to crack (No, I don't physically hurt myself, but I do emotionally).  It's just simple things that can make me feel like this, like IM someone you think is important, but they don't know that, and you can't tell them because your so damn shy.  I talk to my one friend that understands me, becuase she goes through the same hell that I put myself through.  She goes through the exact same things.  So, my only way of getting through hard times is a good sadistic pleasure finder-  "The Sims."  Let me tell you, this game can realive so much stress out of you, because you have the power to kill innocent little Sims, and no one is there to stop you.  It really helps.  I also listen to Jack off Jill a lot, to get these feelings across the plane, because I know they feel the same way.  For instance, The song "CumDumpster" is really relating to me right now.  I cna also relate to the songs "Brown" and "Angels Fuck".  It's just a good quote that gets me through every day- "angels fuck and devils screw, I'm sure.".  They couldn't say it better.  I love Jack off Jill sooo much right now.  I also take out my stress by watching lots of SNL (Saturday Night Live).  I'm a geek.  (hehehe).  Well, I feel better that I can at least tell the public how I feel, even though nobody really reads this stuff, yet.  I feel no one will really start reading until I do something that affects the board, like some art.  I need to scan it sooo bad!!!  But I don't have a scanner, and i can't find my mom's digital camera to take pics of it!!  AHHHH!!  Oh, I am good at doing things on paint, though, I might do that today.  I feel better .!

-Aquamarine...but they are always redone with good things...

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1--eye Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2017
lol
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mizzuae Featured By Owner May 6, 2006
=|
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ssilence Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2003   Photographer
Huhu, welcome on devart. Im the second visitor ;) (Wink)
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