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Alex Picar
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you are not that busy
come join the Daily Draw February 2012 at SatelliteSoda http://www.satellitesoda.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=44&t=5178 if some of the busiest artists (200 have signed up so far) can make time for it, then you certainly can. so do it. do it for the lulz. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BAAAAAD MUTHAFUCKAS: `DanSchoening (https://www.deviantart.com/danschoening) :iconcheeks-74: :iconartgerm: :iconfealasy: :iconmonk-art: :iconyamiza: :iconpreilly: :iconamericanninjax: :iconvontoten: :iconkweli: :iconkizer180: :iconlolita-art: :iconglitchritual: :iconmissleo: :iconimaginism: :iconsam-m: :iconpacman23: :icon
just a li'l update...
so i guess i'm on Paxil now. well, not yet. i'm going to start taking it tomorrow. just seems so cliche to me. an artist (well, a wannabe at that) on anti-depressants. c'mon now... anyway, hopefully it helps. s'all :bucktooth: ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- LET'S PLAY! Wii: Mario Kart: 0044 3209 1529 DS: Mario Kart: 2663 7280 7134 Metroid Prime Hunters: 1719 1828 4315 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BAAAAAD MUTHAFUCKAS: `DanSchoening (https://www.deviantart.com/danschoening) :iconcheeks-74: :iconartgerm: :iconfealasy: :iconskulldoz
i think i need a therapist
my health problem seems to have come back but every time i get checked out by a doctor, they say everything seems fine. but that's the thing, even though i agree with them (my blood pressure and pulse hover over the normal range and shouldn't be affecting me), there's that nagging feeling in the back of my head that i am not fine at all which i think is contributing to my insomnia. i think i have an anxiety disorder. for the past week, i've been dreading being left alone at our place. there's always these negative thoughts hovering in my head. "what if something happens to me right now?" it's getting so bad that i even usually have the phone


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Maikaduriel|Professional Photographer
Oni... HI!! Dude are you on Twittarrrrr?
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y2jenn| General Artist
Oh my god, Alex. Quit favoriting my crap.

I mean, thank you! :dance:
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CostumesbyCourtney|Professional Artisan Crafter
Where did you go?
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Ardella's avatar
Thanks so much for watching! :heart:
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y2jenn| General Artist
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So talented and beautiful.but where is your kristen stewart portrait?is my fave..kisss
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JohnKeane|Professional Filmographer
Hey man, thanks for adding the sketch dump to your cartoons thing. Your work is freakin' beautiful, man!
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