Hello, hola, grettings, saludos, hi once again everybody!! I have, so much to say ha ha, that I'm not quite sure where to begin, so I'll beging here: Hope you're all safe and sound during these insane dire times. I trully hope you and your loved ones are doing well and continue to do so. I Think I should explain a few things. I'll be quick, as I'm sure nobody wants to read this stuff for too long. Why the absence? well, late last year something happened, something that left me.. confused and hurting in a way that I hadn't ever experienced before. It was a daunting, painful, hollowing learning experience, but during that rough period, the pain and uncertainty were so strong, that I was ready to delete this account and just start over from scratch elsewhere, because ironically, coming here was a painful reminder of the beginning of everything, and I just wasn't strong enough to withold that, but, I was also not brave enough to start over from scratch, so I just opted to take my time