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Mature  |  Published: May 28, 2007
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dear you,
dear you, hello love. i haven't talked to you for a while now, how have you been holding up without me? i know that life will always throw it's rusting metal obstacles at you, but don't give up hope, dear heart. those bleeding scars will fade eventually, and you won't even notice them after a while. just remember to bandage them tight; they tend to re-open often. love, me. - dear you, remember your bottle? throw it away love. you probably need it more than anyone else I know, but it does you no good in keeping it. but you insist on clutching onto this life line, so take my advice: just empty it out, and start afresh. they were right yo
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maybe in the morning,
- she remembers watching the sunset from her father shoulders and thinking that it was as if the sun was dying. as if its long life was slowly falling away behind the skyline and that it sprayed colors across the ever-darkening sky to remind people that death is a beautiful thing. that in the morning, a new sun would rise and everything will be bright. when she dies, she wants to go out like a sunrise. she wants people to watch in awe as she changes everything just one last time and makes death beautiful. - she's older now, and she imagines that death is like being awake at night; the comforting silence and the dark that accompanies it. f
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To Build A Human
I wonder if I died last night. I once wondered if I had died the night before.  And that's not even the strangest thought I had that fateful day.  But perhaps I should start from the beginning… I had been thinking about the troubling philosophical issue regarding the hypothetical teleportation device that uses quantum entanglement to instantaneously transfer data, then uses that data to exactly replicate the individual in the new place and simultaneously destroy the original.  The new copy is like a twin with all the same memories of the original, right up to the event of the teleportation, creating a perfect illusion of transportation
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dear you,
dear you, hello love. i haven't talked to you for a while now, how have you been holding up without me? i know that life will always throw it's rusting metal obstacles at you, but don't give up hope, dear heart. those bleeding scars will fade eventually, and you won't even notice them after a while. just remember to bandage them tight; they tend to re-open often. love, me. - dear you, remember your bottle? throw it away love. you probably need it more than anyone else I know, but it does you no good in keeping it. but you insist on clutching onto this life line, so take my advice: just empty it out, and start afresh. they were right yo
m
maybe in the morning,
- she remembers watching the sunset from her father shoulders and thinking that it was as if the sun was dying. as if its long life was slowly falling away behind the skyline and that it sprayed colors across the ever-darkening sky to remind people that death is a beautiful thing. that in the morning, a new sun would rise and everything will be bright. when she dies, she wants to go out like a sunrise. she wants people to watch in awe as she changes everything just one last time and makes death beautiful. - she's older now, and she imagines that death is like being awake at night; the comforting silence and the dark that accompanies it. f
T
To Build A Human
I wonder if I died last night. I once wondered if I had died the night before.  And that's not even the strangest thought I had that fateful day.  But perhaps I should start from the beginning… I had been thinking about the troubling philosophical issue regarding the hypothetical teleportation device that uses quantum entanglement to instantaneously transfer data, then uses that data to exactly replicate the individual in the new place and simultaneously destroy the original.  The new copy is like a twin with all the same memories of the original, right up to the event of the teleportation, creating a perfect illusion of transportation
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intrebare: ce reprezenta fata aia pentru andi?[e prea greu sa inteleg de unul singur, mai ales la ora asta]era teama lui fata de lume intr-un fel? sau sentimentul ca el este neinteles intr-un fel.. si.. probabil faptu ca el cauta fericirea prin idealuri de-alea.. nuj cum sa le zic.. utopice poate..[desi cred ca daca era asa, ai fi dat niste detalii fizice .. adica.. mai toti poetii fac asa :rofl: ]
ii faina..imi place cum ai exprimat sentimentele lu andi ala....
no comment:D
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fata aia reprezinta sfarsitul lui Andi. poate chiar moartea lui andi. un mesager.
poate, asa cum ai spus tu, teama lui de lume. temerile lui, in general. fobiile lui.... teama ca ar putea fi neinteles...

oricum, mersi mult pentru comment, si pentru "no comment" =P
:bow:
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cu placere =p

dar de ce-i venise sfarsitul lui andi?
simtea el in adancul lui ca nu mai poate.. ca nu mai are rost.. ca nu mai vrea.. chiar daca incerca sa se convinga ca trebuie sa mearga mai departe?
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nu cred ca as putea sa imi dau seama de ce i-a venit sfarsitul lui Andi. poate ca ala ii era scopul. tablourile alea poate chiar au ajuns celebre. sau ultimul tablou, dramatic, constiinta lui, in pete de sange, imprastiate pe panza...
poate nici macar nu a fost decizia lui. daca s-a intamplat, probabil ca trebuia sa se intample...
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dar sangele dupa o vreme incepe sa aiba o nuanta stacojie asa.. s-ar putea sa-si piarda farmecul taboul.. sau nu..depinde de ce este pe panza..
deci sa inteleg ca el se simtea intr-un fel vinovat? sau nu mai vroia sa continue?
chestia aia cu "trebuia" ma face sa ma gandesc iar la fatalism..:-?
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la un moment dat toti ne simtim vinovati de ceva... vinovatia poate sa ne urmareasca toata viata, sau la un moment dat, sa ne impacam cu noi insine. nu stiu de ce a murit andi. chiar nu stiu :)

apoi, repet: daca s-a intamplat, inseamna ca trebuia sa se intample. daca aici e vorba de fatalism, atunci e un fatalism care incepe in trecut si se termina in prezent. pentru ca trecutul e teapan, prezentul e flexibil, iar viitorul, in stand by.
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daca ar fi un fatalism care s-ar opri in prezent.. atunci nu stiu.. mi se pare foarte ciudat.. e ca si cum s-ar juca cineva cu noi ..
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e adorabila
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multumesc mult ^___^
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Bravo :clap:

Atat pot spune.
As putea sa incerc sa intru in detalii si in filozofie, sa spun ce sentimente si ce emotii au trecut prin mine cand am ti'am citit povestea dar mai bine nu .. as scrie prea mult.
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Multumesc mult de tot ^^".
Daca nu ti-e lene, astept un note de la tine, in care sa intri in detalii si filosofie. Cand ai tu timp si chef. Daca vrei...
Chiar m-ai facut curios
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Daca nu mi'e lene .. scuze da' m'a facut sa rad chestia asta .. pt ca sincera sa fiu .. eu sunt facuta din 90% lene :rofl:
Dar promit ca o sa'ti trimit un note pt ca ma simt intr'un fel datoare. Si parca as vrea sa stii si tu cat de adanc m'a atins lucrarea ta.
Si apropo, cum a spus si ~crirox, ar trebui sa mai scrii. Sunt sigura ca'ti voi fi o mare fana.
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Thankiez :glomp:
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speechless!
ar trebui sa mai scrii, compui chestii care se individualizeaza spre deosebire de literatura de duzina aparuta peste noapte in zilele de azi.
ah, si, iti recomand sa citesti, e o serie "cartea de recitire" de la editura(brb ma duc sa ma uit care era editura)...asa, back, de la editura niculescu, eu n-am citit din serie decat 2 dintre carti, chestia e ca pe mine chiar m-au impresionat(si tre sa fie o carte destul de buna sa ma impresioneze), in fine, recomand seria aia in special Cineva cu care sa fugi de acasa de David Grossman si Vanatorii de zmeie de Khaled Hosseini pe-astea le-am citit eu si chiar sunt ca lumea.
spor in continuare si bravo, ai transmis un mesaj foarte bun.
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Mulumesc foarte mult... apreciez commentul, apreciez sugestiile, si promit (cross my heart and hope to die, or, really, the all-time-pinky-swear) sa mai scriu si sa citesc ceea me mi-ai recomandat calduros si cu atata bunavointa. :hug: Thaaaanks :blowkiss:
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dupa ce citesti facem un comment pe baza cartilor si schimbam pareri.
ps: primele 50 de pagini de la "cineva cu care sa fugi" de acasa nu sunt cine stie ce parte interesanta, apoi incepe fun-ul te-am avertizat ca sa te grabesti sa le citesti cand pui mana pe carte.
eu cel putin le-am citit pe fiecare in cate 2 zile( in jur de 400 pagini fiecare), ce pot sa zic, cand te apuci parca nu iti mai vine sa o lasi din mana:giggle:
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