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“C’mon, just one or two?”
Purple hair appeared in your field of vision as the boy pestered you continuously for some of the cookies you freshly baked. You rolled your eyes, your movements not slowing down as you placed another batch down the counter and began to work on another. “No. They’re for the party tonight, you’re not allowed to touch them until then.”
“But no one will know.~ Nothing wrong with a little white lie or two every now and then, right?~”
“Ouma I will kick you out of this kitchen.”
The pout on his face was clearly nothing but another attempt of his to win you over, but you ignored him and pushed on with your work. Quiet mumblings of you being no fun filled your ears as he plopped down in a chair behind you. Eventually his complaints ran out for the moment and he simply watched you as you moved through the kitchen at a graceful but quick speed.
Today was the birthday of one of your dear classmates, and ev
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Translyrics by JoyDreamer
Cover: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYY9CMPDaPc
Can you see the tears I cry? Slowly falling from my eye
Blurring all the colors of living
Why did you leave me standing alone to drown?
I'm calling and I am falling down
This blue and red and white is just blurring in my sight
I am shouting from the world here inside me
I am not really sure what I'm looking for
I'm tired chasing to comprehend
I'm wondering when it will end?
Am I breaking down again?
I am breaking just like then!
But I want to know that I am breathing, I'm breathing
I wonder if I just saw you
I am dreaming hoping for something new
The words are stuck that you stand for - ERROR
On a distant day I see light swaying away
And it's overflowing up in the high sky
Can you decide and tell me, what is your choice?
My tears are welling up by your voice
The consciousness is floating by
Melting all I feel and I see the world inside me get blurry
What are you standing there and comparing to?
I'm sad, I'm fai
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As I'm sinking in this sea made of sadness and grief,
I refuse to give into my fear
So I fall and so I fall without hope or a belief
But I wonder if someone will come find me here

Does this path have an end,
where there's laughter and love or am I forever stuck
in this cold and dark pit?
Once I saw a beam of light,
shining high up from above
But the waves took it away
before I captured it

I wondered what that was,
for a moment or two
I thought about the warmth and how dazzling it was
Was it made from my own mind?
Was it simply just a fake?
Was there something there at all?

She's the girl of the deep sea,
no one listens to her plea
The cold water gives no mercy to her spirit as she falls
She's the girl of the deep sea,
losing hope and so she sinks
And the surface seems so far away,
is it even there at all?

Even down here in this place,
with no mornings or noons,
I am stuck awake,
can't count all the sleepless nights
So I watch your open wings,
shining brighter than the moon
I have never seen a thing
that is a prettier sight

And again the light poured down
on me and lit up this world
And dazzled I looked up
and for the first time we met eyes
Your smile looked more beautiful than the brightest of all pearls

While I've got nothing but lies


She's the girl of the deep sea,
and she's sinking willfully
In the darkness she feels nothing but the pain of her regrets
She's the girl of the deep sea,
feeling lost and so she flees
And it's been so long that she does no longer know just where her heart is at

Oh, my eyes have stopped showing any glint of happiness
And my face been devoid of smiles for what seems like years
Does it really look like I am someone you want to get to know?
Why won't you leave me alone?

I overflowed with feelings that I couldn't even speak so they turned into tears
And when I looked to see you,
it was only to discover that you had disappeared...

I'm the girl of deep the sea,
and I've given up my dreams
Even he can't quite get to me,
the water's way too thick

Yet I, the girl of the deep sea,
stretches up and tries to reach
Although I fight the sea knowing well that I can't ever get out of this

I'm the girl of the deep sea,
I'll never be pulled up by that gleam
And I will never see the great, joyful sunlight of the day
I, the girl of the deep sea,
Is never gonna be set free
For I'll never find the one who would ever try
to shake my soul awake

Now you'll leave the deep sea,
and also me,
oh go far away...
Deep Sea Girl english lyrics
As I'm sinking in this sea made of sadness and grief,
I refuse to give into my fear
So I fall and so I fall without hope or a belief
But I wonder if someone will come find me here

Does this path have an end,
where there's laughter and love or am I forever stuck
in this cold and dark pit?
Once I saw a beam of light,
shining high up from above
But the waves took it away
before I captured it

I wondered what that was,
for a moment or two
I thought about the warmth and how dazzling it was
Was it made from my own mind?
Was it simply just a fake?
Was there something there at all?

She's the girl of the deep sea,
no one listens to her plea
The cold water gives no mercy to her spirit as she falls
She's the girl of the deep sea,
losing hope and so she sinks
And the surface seems so far away,
is it even there at all?

Even down here in this place,
with no mornings or noons,
I am stuck awake,
can't count all the sleepless nights
So I watch your open wings,
shining brighter than the moon
I have never seen a thing
that is a prettier sight

And again the light poured down
on me and lit up this world
And dazzled I looked up
and for the first time we met eyes
Your smile looked more beautiful than the brightest of all pearls

While I've got nothing but lies


She's the girl of the deep sea,
and she's sinking willfully
In the darkness she feels nothing but the pain of her regrets
She's the girl of the deep sea,
feeling lost and so she flees
And it's been so long that she does no longer know just where her heart is at

Oh, my eyes have stopped showing any glint of happiness
And my face been devoid of smiles for what seems like years
Does it really look like I am someone you want to get to know?
Why won't you leave me alone?

I overflowed with feelings that I couldn't even speak so they turned into tears
And when I looked to see you,
it was only to discover that you had disappeared...

I'm the girl of deep the sea,
and I've given up my dreams
Even he can't quite get to me,
the water's way too thick

Yet I, the girl of the deep sea,
stretches up and tries to reach
Although I fight the sea knowing well that I can't ever get out of this

I'm the girl of the deep sea,
I'll never be pulled up by that gleam
And I will never see the great, joyful sunlight of the day
I, the girl of the deep sea,
Is never gonna be set free
For I'll never find the one who would ever try
to shake my soul awake

Now you'll leave the deep sea,
and also me,
oh go far away...
Deep Sea Girl english lyrics
Okay, I have not seen english lyrics of this version of the song (Madame Madrigal) and I decided to write it down. Also, I changed up the lyrics a bit to where there is no happy ending.... Don't hate me TwT
Deep Sea Girl english lyrics
Okay, I have not seen english lyrics of this version of the song (Madame Madrigal) and I decided to write it down. Also, I changed up the lyrics a bit to where there is no happy ending.... Don't hate me TwT
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~Your p.o.v.~
Today is the day I am to join Voca High School (A/N- Dumb name, I know).

When I woke up, I took a shower, got changed, brushed my hair, etc. Everything was going good until I started having bad thoughts. "What if they don't like me?" "What if I seem useless to them?" Wh-what if they aren't nice and do-on't tr-treat me well?" I start to cry and sob as these thoughts came rushing in. I quickly wiped my tears, "Guess I'll have to find out..."

~Time skip because why not~
When I arrived, I took a moment to look at the school. Two buildings that are four stories high, a field to the left, with a small gym, and just a huge campas. It was beautiful. All the cherry blossom trees in the front of the school and beautiful plants next to them; mostly flowers.

I got in the school about a minute or two late so I decided to speed walk to my class. My class was on the third floor down a long-ass hall way. I knocked on the door to be polite instead of just barging in. "That must be her right now!" I heard the teacher say in delight, "Come in!"

This is it...

I opened the door with gentleness and care. I walked in and all eyes were on me. I kept my eyes averted downwards so I don't feel THAT awkward. "Introduce yourself [Y/N]." The teacher said. "M-my name is [Y-Y/N] like M-Ms. Megurine (A/N- I am making the sweet Luka a teacher because I can. I might have spelled it wrong too.. sorry ;3) said..." Why am I stuttering?! "A-and I ho-ope to become fr-friends with yo-you guys.." I am such an embarrassment... "Thanks (Y/N)." Ms. Megurine said with a soft smile. I smile back at her, gently. She seems really nice.

"Go ahead and take a seat next to Fukase. Fukase raise your hand." Just then, a redhead that sat in the far back raised his hand. Ms. Megurine touched my shoulder softly; making sure not to startle me. "He is a real gentleman, I hope you have a nice time sitting back there." she whispered sweetly, "Also, you have a very beautiful smile." She said with her own smile that could give someone a heart attack. I blush a deep scarlet red. "Now go take a seat, Ms. (L/N)."

As I headed to my seat, the students wouldn't take their eyes off of me. The thoughts started flooding in again. "Is there something wrong with my voice?" "Am I that ugly?" "Why are they staring at me?!"

I took my seat next the the window with tears urging to pour out my eyes. I made sure to cover my eyes with my (H/C) hair (If your hair is extremely short or you have no hair then you are blocking your eyes with your hand).

"Hey, you okay?" A voice said. I turned to look at Fukase and he was staring at me. "Ye-yeah.." I replied trying not to blush. Fukase just smiled and turned back to the board where Ms. Megurine was writing... something. I wasn't paying attention because I could feel stares. I didn't dare to pick up my head until Fukase asked that question.

What is this feeling? It feels.. nice.

~Time skip (another one) to lunch time~
When we were dismissed from Ms. Megurine's class, I was the first on out the door. On my way to the cafeteria, a group of three girls stopped me. "Hey, dumbass!" A girl with teal hair stopped me by grabbing my arm and she jerked me around (A/N- sorry, but I need bullies in this story and Miku, Rin, and Gumi were the first to come to mind ;-;). "Don't you dare think that you are cute! Megurine is only that nice to people she dislikes." Ouch. "And don't you DARE try and take Fukase away you piece of crap!!" And with that, she threw me to the ground, my books falling everywhere. She walked away with her two other friends. One had short green hair and the other girl also had short, but blonde hair.

"Ow....." I started to cry and sob quietly. "I-I barely even kn-know him y-you overpr-protect-tive bitch..." I said that a little too loud because I heard a few gasps. I blushed an entirely new dark shade of red and walked to the cafeteria.

I sat alone and watched everyone socialize while I was just... there. "I'm useless.. pathetic. Just a stupid good-for-nothing person." I thought and cried silently to myself as I stared at my untouched food. It was just water, an apple, and half a sandwich. I sigh. Just then, I heard that girl again.. UGH!

"I SAID TO GIVE UP YOUR NECKLACE AND GIVE IT TO ME!" The teal haired girl yelled at another girl with purple, and a black streak, hair. "N-no! My mother gave this to me before passing away!! I-it means a lot to me-" the purpled hair girl was silenced by the teal haired girl slapping her. "DON'T TALK BACK YOU LITTLE WORTHLESS SHIT!!!" I. HAD. ENOUGH.

Before the teal haired girl could rip off the necklace from the other poor girl, I rushed over to them and punched the teal haired girl really hard. The teal haired girl, who I assume is Miku because that is what her friends called her when they rushed to her side, was sitting on the floor, bleeding from her mouth. (A/N- So many commas :o)

She looked up at me and gave me a death glare, which I returned. "She said no. So that is what the final answer will be. Now, get that through your thick head before I force your ass back to kindergarten where they will teach you how to act." I told Miku this in a deep, menacing, emotionless voice. I knew that Miku was scared because of her facial expression. She was wide eyed with visible sweat. Miku got up, and without a word, she left.

I sighed and turned around to the purple haired girl. I smile and ask, "Are you okay?"

~4 months later~
Me, Flower, and Fukase were walking around a park. We were talking about "important stuff". "So, [Y/N]. Remember when you stood up for me in the cafeteria? You were so brave! I know I keep bringing it up.. but it was so amazing! You seemed so confident and scary! I am extremely thankful for if after all these months." Flower suddenly said. Fukase seemed puzzled. Oh, right, we haven't told him...

Flower gasped. "Right! [Y/N] protected me from that bitch Miku! She got taught a lesson that day." Flower said with a cat faced smile. "Woah, really?" Fukase asked with disbelief but also awe. "Y-yeah... that is where me and Flower met." I told Fukase. He smiled and thanked me.

Soon, Flower had to leave and it was just me and Fukase. It was silent but peaceful. Then, SHE appeared. "Hey, Fukase!" Miku screamed out. "Yeah?" He asked a bit annoyed. "Why are you hanging out with this emotional piece of shit? She's worthless and will do nothing good! Come with me and I'll show you how to have a real great time~" Miku told this to Fukase in what she thought was a sexy voice.

It seemed that Fukase became angry. He turned to me when he heard my sobs. "She is even more ugly when she cries-!" "SHUT UP." Fukase shushed Miku. "You leave her alone. Me and Flower too." With that, Fukase grabbed my arm and walked away.

•A few moments later•
"...She's right y'know." I broke the silence. "What do you mean?" Fukase replied. "Why do you hang out with me when you can be with better people. I'm truly a worthless, good for nothing, useless perso-" Fukase then hugged me tightly and started to cry. "Don't say that about yourself, [Y/N]! You mean a lot to me! You mean a lot to Flower! Don't listen to Miku or any of them!! They don't know you like we do!" Fukase sobbed into my shoulder. "I-it hurts me so much to hear people talk bad about you.. most of all when you do it too... it hurts so much because.. because I love you, [Y/N]!" Fukase blushed deeply and looked straight into my [E/C], watery orbs. "I-I love y-you t-too Fukase.." I confessed.

"You're worth something- no, everything to me." Fukase smiled at me and pressed his lips onto mine, softly. The kiss was with gentleness and pure love. He parted from me and hugged me tighter.

      You're not useless, alone, nor are you worthless.



A/N- Cringy I know! AAAAAAAAAAA- Don't judge me please ;-;

I will take requests if you really think that I am capable of it ;w;
Vocaloid Fukase x Emotional! Female! Reader (AU)
I felt like it for some reason :P
Also, this is my first story so it is going to be HORRIBLE. I might fix it in the future- IF I get get better and am not too lazy.
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