The strangest thing

OK so.. I am trying to work with acrylic paints. Why you ask? exactly!!!! first I loved water color but, moved to oil and kind of never left, till I found digital art. So I promised myself that I would go back and start over. This undertaking was harder than I ever thought it to be. I went to watercolor and got frustrated fast. Then I went to acrylic wanting to work with the pouring paint. This too I found to be frustrating. So I am afraid you all will have to suffer through it with me... I don't think I have to master it.. aren't you glad to hear that LOL, but at least I want to find pleasure in doing it, which is all I ask with all my stuff. SOOOO bare with me on this journey.