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Enter My Past with Utmost Care 14 eager naive trusting her love 17 older convincing his friends . . . unexpected visitors on her date the movie revealed unplanned for her assaulting her senses naked bodies writhing her skin crawls film becomes reality the 4 shoving entering her unyielding body without care without permission forceful hungry wolves feasting trading her their members . . . rough attacking her body only an outlet for their guilty fluid her mind leaves her . . . detached her body only a shell cracked and tasted over 20 times by adolescent men discarded alone tears fearful of forming brimming inside her body worthless bruised and battered their offering . . . a wad of cash as disgusting as the act the truth of her revealed a whore not a girl dismissed into blackness the cold beckons her empty soul whispering . . . "Death, Death, just DIE" the answer the outlet for her pain she crawls in the snowy blizzard the dark of night she staggers rejected empty centered

As the WIND . . . as the Wind roars outside the glass panes my heart grieves with the sorrows of loss friends moving on friends retreating friends unavailable I stand alone with my branches broken they say "god" doesn't give us more than we can handle I --- disagree as the Wind rumbles outside the windows my heart screams at your distant abscence no initiative no reciprocation no approaching I stand undecided as I bend in the gales they say "god" doesn't give us more than we can handle I --- disagree as the Wind howls outside the door my heart wails from the constant barrage your disrespect your indifference your constant hostility I stand wavering barren of my foliage they say "god" doesn't give us more than we can handle I --- disagree as the Wind gusts outside my portals my soul has acquiesced the wind will cease the noise will diminish the fear will dissipate while hope is transient and change inevitable ~ an early poem penned Nov 27th, 2011 ~ Please reach out if you