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I don’t feel any good. Because it’s my SBRP deadline today and to this day I more than anyone detest October 2024 because I experienced this pain. So here I am also just worrying about it way too often. And yet I am entitled to SBRP having its existence of people I know there despite what has been said, things are still changing a bit as I have had bad interaction with the team.

I’m also not sure whether I have personality disorders either, because of the way I act towards people irl. Probably got inherited when another SBRP Mario rper who has become an idiot, got the wrong idea and accused me of stalking him and his friends, not only that but he was also very rude to one of my other friends from SBRP and I have a huge distaste for that because one of my anonymous SBRP friends is very kind and wants to help others in general. I just wonder why he decided to act in a way but I don’t understand either.

Everything from SBRP that I remember has gotten to me once more and I don’t know if I’ll be okay. But hopefully because I don’t know if October 2025 will be any good.