Nobody's HomeI once dreamed of where I could belong
That dream was what packed my suitcase,
And made me leave the Home
So many years spent there
Yet everyone of them,
Was in vain
For now I cry when I think of then
That time in my life where I could never belong
As I spend more of my years on the road ahead,
I realize I still don't belong
My life is getting even worse,
And I feel lower than the dirt that I now sleep on,
Dirtier than the grease in my hair,
Sicker than the growling in my stomach,
In all truth...
I missed that Home
The house I could cry in
Because now I find myself having no tears to shed
I'm beyond hungry,
And I find myself going mad
The REAL mad
But at least I could still feel something
For my mind is no longer with my body,
And my eternity is floating in another world,
In those light blue skies...
As long as I could still move my physical being,
My new goal was to move on...
I left my suitcase
Nothing was in there that I really needed
The Caged BirdEyes sparkling, face glowing
Hands that support,
Yet burn another
You may not realize it...
The understanding may not come
But you hurt me
That's where everything lies
The center of it all...
You may continue
Continue hurting me,
Pretending I'm not there...
Just realize the wall you placed between us
This blockade you forced upon me
I know I cannot reach you
I never was able to do so...
Touching, scornful eyes
Talking, a cold stare
The things I've always wanted to do
To tell this person to stop...
Only look at me,
Only hold me,
Only love me
But you don't belong to me...
You may cage the bird
But it'll never truly be your's
So even when the pain comes,
The tears...the scars
At least I know that you looked at me once,
That you flew by me once,
And loved me back once...
This was enough to help me move on
Because I realized...
I realized that I'll never have the courage
The courage to tear off the bird's wings...
Always WatchingThe psychopathic radiance,
Just as the ignorant flower blooms
Waiting for a faint
That which shall never be received
Wandering eyes will always,
Always look for fulfillment
That is how things that can not be described,
One leaching parasite,
And one tender host
This is how emotions that which cannot be real,
Become a soul
Why is it that clean hands,
Soon drip with tainted blood?
But no one can see it for themselves
Why is that?
So I shall observe,
Humans will always try
But importance eventually slips away,
We no longer know what to do,
And we slowly lose ourselves
One can only observe,
One can only learn
With this feeling comes sacrafice,
Your will is gone knowing it to be so
Already you have lost yourself
You are no longer your mother,
Nor brother or sister
Stop with your prying eyes!
I'll protect you my dear
So for now
Or you'll never be satisfied
With always watching...