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As the title says, both years weren't very good in my case... Despite all the hurt I've received from bad and idiot people, both years did have their good points, but lately I've felt distant and like I don't really know what I'm doing here in life... No idea about 2026, but we'll see....

My sense of belonging as well as celebrating my birthday in this world, that has always been a constant battle between my internal battles between fitting in, being normal and overcoming without pain everything that has happened to me always afraid of what they will really think about me but as I grew up I knew that or began to know that that was not the right thing to do, it never was... It is not an open secret that I am someone who does not have a job, nor college degrees, that I had those attempts and without a concrete future, sometimes I feel that my world collapsed when I suffered many things such as the abandonment of my own family blood in a playground for not knowing how to include because of my autism, having suffered bullying for the aforementioned, all those loves that I once loved that ended up giving me more harm than joy of which were very few honest but I recognize my defects both with them as well as my personal defects and the loss of a loved one after expressing my