Hey there. I'm James. I'm 21 at the time of writing this essay, and I was 20 at the time of realizing essays aren't just written for school.
Pretending is something we learn to do at whatever age you find out that not everyone in the world wants to be your friend. Which is usually a very young age, considering the word "pretend" is usually associated with puerile behavior. Like how, as a kid, I used to pretend to be an astronaut, or how a little girl pretends to be a princess, or how I pretend to know what "puerile" means.
Pretending can be fun. Sometimes, people love pretending so much they take on a profession where they pretend for a
Man bro. The fetish thing is weird. I get it's what you like and what makes you hard, didn't want to say that, but for god sakes, at least keep it to yourself. Aside from that, your art style has improved. Just put it to better uses instead of drawing art of girls farting on some guy's face. Please. Put your talent to something good. You obviously have some amazing talent at drawing. So please, stop drawing farting girls. Don't make me regret having those good memories of watching your animated vids every time my family took me on a road trip. I'd love to share my art to you, but I won't do it with some fart fetish lover. :/