Do you ever just want to jump into the ocean?
To see the waves crashing one way and to just mess up the motion
To stare at the stars and pretend the world ended
To act like you're okay and that you've never pretended
Do ever just want to scream?
To be alone and never come back
To just leave?
Have you ever thought about giving up?
Swallow a bottle of aspirin and wine out of your biggest cup?
Wondering who would miss you
And after you die, what everyone would do
Did you ever just cry?
To just sob and scream but never figure out why
Then ending up just jumping into the sea
Because that's the only thing that makes you feel less empty?