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The Panic Attack
I work to prevail My mind set and aimed at my goals Yet the truth is I failed Hours on end trying to set the perfect pace But then my heart vanishes in the darkness With out any trace This constant uneasiness racing through my mind "What am I doing wrong?, How can I make it through this? Where Did everything I set out to do go?" So on, So much painful, unintentional, self-destructive thinking Piercing my heart, my mind and even my soul A trap from within "Is this really me?, Can I keep this from breaking free? Will i lose all control? From what I love and cherish?" This feeling grasping me making sure Trying to convince
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Coded truth
One day I just wake up on the floor in a corner of my room. In the darkest corner away afar my bed, why would I… maybe I got careless drinking or was there something else? I don’t have the usual hang over from the after effects of over drinking I usually get as punishment makes me wonder if I am a drunker sometimes. I try to get up, but there this throbbing pain that keeps me from doing so. Man what a night, how stupid that sounds coming from someone who is completely clueless. I lay there a little while hoping something would trigger my memories and I hope I didn’t do something that I rather not remember. Then again waiting
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'Did I really wants this'
“My friend, The fates are cruel” Loveless from Crisis Core: FFVII This verse echoes within my mind I stare into the void from the only window in my room Cold and silent, Even more so than any other room that comes to mind I choose well, I can mourn any sorrow Within the walls of this lifeless room, One may believe the sole purpose Is to aid one in sad times But sadness is not one to yield Once it claims a heart, It never wants to let it go Being alone accompany by sorrow is worse than just simply wanting some time alone
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Light has been restored
I can almost remember those days But they reflect in my memories as a cruel plays Actors playing the roles like if I wasn't a part of it My past life…. My new life is not the same I am the only one to blame The ignorance and cruelty of the my present I once hated the life I been giving But now I just want to keep living I have no regret Of my past Nor do I fret Then my journey takes me to place Like I left my home with no trace I don’t want to be here This unknown place is like something I had always feared I have decided I will do whatever it takes To be rejected Of this horrible location I have true determinati
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Between choices
Thin blade held in my grasp My enemy so very close In my insanity I could Drive this very blade through his very heart It would bring great satisfaction Seeing him try to find his last breathe As his body gives in And his warm blood covering my hands Or I could finish him quick This would get such a great treat Imagining and finding out how strong I am So many choices which to choose I also have learned how sick and twisted My mind can be And how creative in the process Can I go through with this? Or crumble like the coward He believes I am I can feel my heart now I must make a choice Weather or not to please my sick mind
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The calling
I will not regret Will never give into fate Nor shall I falter Won’t admit failure Considering defeat is not an option Been push to the edge On the verge of oblivion All pressure been place on me Negative ideas blinding my chances All hope seem out of grasp I…I lost haven’t I Then I hear this calling I see nothing but illusions My feelings are in a struggle Can exactly say what is left Or which path to choose And were it leads Then I hear it again This calling Trying to soothe my soul Telling me I lost today but the always another day But only if I don’t collapse on this day I may have lost something
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The reflection
My reflection cast upon a mirror And with it my eternal sadness The one reflected a mere empty shadow of my former self My heart cries My body lies Utter mockery My eye does not lie to me False attempt to hide myself They had known this all along And yet they have hidden it from me Their silence makes it worse Turn it into a burden My reflection cast upon a mirror And I am the one who is shattered While my stare at what seems to be a whole Yet has no soul
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The Panic Attack
I work to prevail My mind set and aimed at my goals Yet the truth is I failed Hours on end trying to set the perfect pace But then my heart vanishes in the darkness With out any trace This constant uneasiness racing through my mind "What am I doing wrong?, How can I make it through this? Where Did everything I set out to do go?" So on, So much painful, unintentional, self-destructive thinking Piercing my heart, my mind and even my soul A trap from within "Is this really me?, Can I keep this from breaking free? Will i lose all control? From what I love and cherish?" This feeling grasping me making sure Trying to convince
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Microsoft Has You
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Coded truth
One day I just wake up on the floor in a corner of my room. In the darkest corner away afar my bed, why would I… maybe I got careless drinking or was there something else? I don’t have the usual hang over from the after effects of over drinking I usually get as punishment makes me wonder if I am a drunker sometimes. I try to get up, but there this throbbing pain that keeps me from doing so. Man what a night, how stupid that sounds coming from someone who is completely clueless. I lay there a little while hoping something would trigger my memories and I hope I didn’t do something that I rather not remember. Then again waiting
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'Did I really wants this'
“My friend, The fates are cruel” Loveless from Crisis Core: FFVII This verse echoes within my mind I stare into the void from the only window in my room Cold and silent, Even more so than any other room that comes to mind I choose well, I can mourn any sorrow Within the walls of this lifeless room, One may believe the sole purpose Is to aid one in sad times But sadness is not one to yield Once it claims a heart, It never wants to let it go Being alone accompany by sorrow is worse than just simply wanting some time alone
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Light has been restored
I can almost remember those days But they reflect in my memories as a cruel plays Actors playing the roles like if I wasn't a part of it My past life…. My new life is not the same I am the only one to blame The ignorance and cruelty of the my present I once hated the life I been giving But now I just want to keep living I have no regret Of my past Nor do I fret Then my journey takes me to place Like I left my home with no trace I don’t want to be here This unknown place is like something I had always feared I have decided I will do whatever it takes To be rejected Of this horrible location I have true determinati
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Between choices
Thin blade held in my grasp My enemy so very close In my insanity I could Drive this very blade through his very heart It would bring great satisfaction Seeing him try to find his last breathe As his body gives in And his warm blood covering my hands Or I could finish him quick This would get such a great treat Imagining and finding out how strong I am So many choices which to choose I also have learned how sick and twisted My mind can be And how creative in the process Can I go through with this? Or crumble like the coward He believes I am I can feel my heart now I must make a choice Weather or not to please my sick mind
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The calling
I will not regret Will never give into fate Nor shall I falter Won’t admit failure Considering defeat is not an option Been push to the edge On the verge of oblivion All pressure been place on me Negative ideas blinding my chances All hope seem out of grasp I…I lost haven’t I Then I hear this calling I see nothing but illusions My feelings are in a struggle Can exactly say what is left Or which path to choose And were it leads Then I hear it again This calling Trying to soothe my soul Telling me I lost today but the always another day But only if I don’t collapse on this day I may have lost something
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The lone wolf
I am alone yet happy Some can wonder that I am hiding again They fail to realize that I will never be like them What they like I find so very dull They believe with such certainty, I’m dying to get away But it is obvious they want me close How awkwardly profound, They hate me And they willingly want me around So I ask, Who is letting the pain of yesterday? Get to them A pack of rabid wolves, Falling apart to a merry lone wolf If you put one with one together For three years they found me intriguing And believe that I would break sooner than later How odd winning their war, One that I did not know existed They fail t
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The return of the lost
Well Jetz and me have been slow these few past months so much on our mind and a constant individual won't stop using our methods or style and even ideas.But anyways guess the best way to handle it is to show who the original writers(both jetz and myself), pixel(mostly jetz), poet(me) and graphics(both jetz and myself) are when it comes to the AC style we use Anyway Jetz to-do list: - Finish the Pink Ranger once and for all. That'll be the first thing to come out. The one you've seen is only a beta and the finished one should have some better animation, backgrounds, etc. Fashion has changed, too. - Next will be the Red Ranger, which should
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A unity
Well as you know or now know I am apart of the Anicardios crew along with my best friends But now me and my friend Jetz now are going to work together on this Deviant art account me with the poetry and other written work and Jetz with sprite digital photos and digital art #Writers-Club (https://www.deviantart.com/writers-club):iconrawem0tion::iconpoetsclub:
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justwh22Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks much for the fave
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RusembellHobbyist Digital Artist
Hello.

Thanks for your watch to my DA.Unfortunately I had to change my account and will be updated from this other DA :iconrusembell:.

if you still interested in following me, I'll be very grateful :dummy:

Thanks! :hug:
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Where's your new account?
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Thanks fer watchin!