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Hello my name is Ang :)
how do you do?

I work on Illustrations, and graphic designs, feel free contact me for commission or just to say hi, don't worry, I won't bite ...hard xD
:icontardraveplz:
Interests
:iconteddyplz: miss youuuu

:icontardraveplz:

Never in my life, I thought that I would hate drawing...
But it happened... I felt like, well, hard to explain, the feeling is, very heavy, I lost my will and i was trying to forget and bury that activity...
Why?
I thought at some point when drawing and designing become a stressful environment for me, so there was no feelings anymore, no passion anymore,
I wonder what went wrong?

It is depressing when you realize the thing you loved, has become something else, a burden.
I even scared to touch this account of mine.
I tried and I tried to get back but I couldn't. So i stop trying. Then just focusing on work but was not happy. I was empty.
I quit and took a long day off.
I stopped drawing and designing for quite long while (for me it feels very long).

And it was one of my down time, when my life with people around me was not good, relationship, friendship, social life and work was bad.
Was a bit stressed out, be sad most of the time, feeling lost, cry almost every night. Was not a good trip of my life.

I Spent the time for my own sake, I rekindled with my meditation (I was neglecting it), and then I fully engaged in my romance (I am now currently living together with my girlfriend, and the relationship is amazing) and building my own work (I work by myself now, freelancing). Finding friends that makes me become a better person, reconnect with my family (they live abroad). 

Then when I am better, physically and mentally. I start slowly to get back, familiarize myself again one more with the feeling.
I am glad I managed to finish a drawing a few days ago, it feels, amazing. this is the love I have lost, but it returned to me.

I hope the universe will keep guiding us with light and love.
Keep fighting, don't lose hope, love is there, always.

Thank you for reading (if you did :D )
and I hope your life is filled with love dear friends/
miss you all

:icontardglompplz:

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scaredelectric Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2015
Glad to see that you still have a passion for art. I still do to as well, but for a different kind of art. Hope all is well!
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angvikky Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Professional General Artist
:iconteddyplz:
arooooooo
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Shinigami-senpai Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks so much for the fav :squee:
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quoctruong Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2011
Hi dear friend, :wave:
You've been tagged. [link]
:la:
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scaredelectric Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011
HELLO!! :0
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconbummyplz:
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secretSWC Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you for the :+fav: :hug:
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconcryforeverplz: hunni, I miss you so damn much!
I hate hotmail :tears:
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karloi Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for the fave :)
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:eager: Just read your email :eager:
how did it go?????


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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconicecreamchairplz: Miss you... again!


:iconicecreamchairplz::iconbunchiesplz::iconicecreamchairplz:
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yay! :dummy:
Tell me about your new icon!

:icontardglompplz:

MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh hai thar :iconbunchiesplz:


:XD: I think it is soooo cute!
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
LOVE the webcam, I love how you can see how pretty he must have been and how soft his gaze is.

*smooches Kouji*
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GoddessofLight1985 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Hellos! ^^ I browsed through your gallery..you have very beautiful artwork! :heart:
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angvikky Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2011  Professional General Artist
all my life i've been good, but now..
wa~ aaaaa~ i'm thinking what the hell~

listening to -> avril lavigne - what the hell
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey my love, I feel generous today :P
and since you do not want a premium by me, I will get you a brush pack so I can have even more lovely Muro's :dummy:
but what pack do you want most? :eager:

and if you say no, I will just pick one myself :nana:


and notes... I am 17 notes behind :tears:.... But I read it and love you for sharing :hug:
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elfftw Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Check out ma drawings and ma groups!
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Please-be-careful Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hello! ^w^
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
And then you say something about my icon :faint:
how did you get to animate it?
looks good :love:
well... you know what i mean...
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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist

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my-dark-desires Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist

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