Angi-Shy

My name is Angi, i am 26 year old now and i have autism and personality disorder, which means i am a sociopath - that is a person that is born normal, but grows mental and social problems according the way the person was raised and treaten. I live with my mom, i havent seen my father since i was 4, because he was an agressive person who was beating my mom when she was pregnant with me. He is maniodepressive - it means he overdoes emotions, happyness, but even the anger. They divorced and i was left with my mom. My childhood was never normal, i was bullied at elementary school, high school and so on, together i was bullied for 14 years and i never finished any school because of the final breakdown i had... Whenever i told my mom i am bullied, she only said "then ignore them" or "tell the teacher", but teachers never did anything as well. Because of that i became an outsider with no friends, i had no social life, i was just silent weird kid. My lack of social life also made me to stutter