Angi-Shy

Who doesnt know, the ouija board is a little boart with letters, numbers, "yes", "no" and "good bye" words and an arrow with hole in the middle...it is for asking and talking to ghosts... i believe in ghosts but at the same time i am skeptical and at the same time even scared...i simply dont know what to think so i decided to try out this board.
I believe ive been haunted by something since my childhood up to my teen age and i even got paralized many times at night, only able moving my eyes to see evil smiles in dark above me on the ceiling....so i sure have one experience and since the childhood ive been feeling weird at the cottage's 2nd floor in a small kitchen we have there.. i felt like being watched and followed, but it all stopped once i laughed at it one night and decided to mock it to show up... then i head a bit of noises and cracking and then everything ended and i felt free, not watched anymore...so i plan to go to that small kitchen with this ouija board and see what happens... our cottage is very VERY old so who knows what all happened there... maybe i will release this "something" again and it will again scare me, but... i need to know what it is and if even the board works, im still between believing and skeptical hehe