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Yesterday I noticed something

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 8, 2013, 10:34 PM


Something I'd say it's unfair, but at the same time makes me happy

As I think everyone knows already I'm posting my drawings mainly in a different account, called MentalCrash, Angeldhan is right now just a place to put some of the stuff that doesn't fit the topic of my other account, the thing is, most of my drawings are related to the content I submit there, hence why this place feels abandoned

So ehrm, yeah, back on topic

I've been in deviantart for quite a while now, and well, as I think everyone has, I had this group of people I'd watch, looking up to them, "Wow, they draw so good", "Wow, they have so many pageviews".

Thing is, since I started doing TG in MentalCrash almost two years ago, I stopped caring about those things and just dedicated to work into something I liked

Though I can honestly say I've seen a fair improvement in my skills, I haven't really gotten THAT far, I mean, now that I look at all those famous people in my watch list here in this account most of them are still far better than I, because of course time doesn't stops and people will keep on practicing.

The thing is, I'am more famous than then now, since I happened to land in a small community with a small number of active artists, so my number of pageviews skyrocketed and my number of watchers is in a constant steady growth as long as I keep on drawing

Here in Angeldhan it took me almost 4 years to get to the 33,333 pageviews, a goal I got in Mentalcrash in 2 months. And all that happened almost two years ago, Mentalcrash has already gotten to 350,000, and that (considering the following paragraph) is quite an achievement.

Eventually I abandoned both accounts due to force majeure, then came back four months ago, As I look over Angeldhan I see it abandoned and dead, with a couple of recycled drawings laying here and there but nothing really dedicated to this account.

And as I look at the inbox filled with pictures of the people I watch I feel both happy and sad, since I've actually managed to make a name in deviantart but many people more tallented than I hasn't got much attention since they don't draw for the TG, AR or any of the small communities.

There is nothing I can do though, I'm using deviantart basically as my base gallery at the moment, gathering fans and working in comics, I'm seeking to eventually get bigger artworks done and maybe even a constant income off them. The thing is, I enjoy drawing it, I see all this people drawing fan art and things they enjoy like landscapes, monsters and fractal based figures, yet they'll never a recognized on it because there are already thousands of people on it.

So, to end this journal, things will just keep going just the same for both of my accounts, but I think I might have to clean some of the watchers list here, I get dozens of pictures on the inbox every time I open this account, but I don't really care about any of them anymore

Au Revoir



  • Listening to: As the footsteps fade away forever

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:icondevinesouljah:
Devinesouljah Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2018
www.change.org/p/shigeru-miyam… help bring daisy into main games after being playable in super mario run time to spread the word
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CodeHeaven Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2018
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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Eronicavel Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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Eronicavel Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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CodeHeaven Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2017
Happy birthday :iconcutecakeplz:
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Melstarkat Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Tienes un watch mas <3
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:iconminato-kushina:
Minato-Kushina Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
Hi! Just stopping by for some greetings. :wave:

I hope you are fine! :hug:
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh, I'am, thank you, it's just that I moved to a different account
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kryoschi Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014   General Artist
c: happy birthday :iconpancakeglompplz:
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spider123357 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Student Writer
Happy birthday! 
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tani102 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday :cake:
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juvinileman Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013
Happy fourth of july
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SCInsainty Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013
Happy bday
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Azuria992 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:cake:
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Student General Artist
thankieees ^3^
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Azuria992 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday Angeldhan! :party: :caken:
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tani102 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday :iconcutecakeplz:
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Student General Artist
thank you very much :3
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:iconcodeheaven:
CodeHeaven Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013
¡Feliz cumpleaños!
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Student General Artist
gracias ^^
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ElCalvoDeZoidberg Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
¿Te retiraste?
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2013  Student General Artist
no del todo
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:icondiusym:
Diusym Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
qué será de tu vida? :o
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:iconangeldhan:
Angeldhan Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2013  Student General Artist
estoy pero no estoy

o quizás más o menos, no sé
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