i think its important for all of us to dedicate and concantrate on  our ideals and targets.Without them  life is not just a bunch of timeline to spread around and waste among usual stuff. mybe everything happens for a reason i dont know.the point is  i started to dedicate my self to drawing and some other issues of art. and  hopefully be secced in time.The worst thing is that  although i have a wacom  i cant find enough time to  work more and more to improve speedpainting. :/ thats  unfortunate tbh. But i suppose everyone of us have the same problems in life. i mean  24 hours is not enough for me .god should have created our galaxy with 48 ho