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Bloodied Crows
Struggling hard not to show my fears Difficulty in hiding the tears Blood on the floor but I’m not hurt My heart is bleeding more on the inside After all, didn’t you already stab me in the back. I killed the doves you sent They’re lying on the floor Is this what you call an apology? The hatred inside me rages Like a thunderstorm in a plain Cause every time I remember you All I wish is that you would die Shut up for once, I’m talking back for once. Once you shut me up. All I could do was only open and close my mouth. Only wind went in and out of it. No sound, nothing My mind is filled with more sound than
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Vida La Viva
I see this cursed place Empty hearts Shallow souls Biting like the wolves of Siberia Every step is like falling into a pit Waiting to be buried like a corpse Red, black and white Symbolizing items I call death and his friends I watch them in the garden Apples in hands, they eat one by one. Precious memories are gone. As all of them disappear. Lingering on at the funeral I waited The souls of the departed left the earth Where their bodies rejoined Mother On Violet Hill Where we wait for them to return Though all of it is in our minds. My bloodied face I scream Hoping to get out of here Just die. Just die Whispers in my
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When?
When? When I look at the sky I see freedom When I look at the city I see another world When I look at the trees I see my family When I look at the roads I see oblivion When I look at the paper I see a new beginning When I look at the coffee cup I see a broken soul healing
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Ten Reasons Why
Ten Reasons Why the reason why I look at you is not because I like you the reason why I smile when you say my name is not because I am laughing at your voice the reason why I feel better when you're around is not because of the drinks you bought the reason why I stick with you when times are bad is not because I have anything better to do the reason why I hold your hands is not because I thought your hands are cold the reason why I keep your picture on the wall is not because my wall is your own sanctuary the reason why I get angry at you is not because I have no present from you on my birthday the reason why I am jealous is
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Outcast
I am an outcast Left alone in the dark They keep telling me that they care But reality is, that they really don’t I am waiting Waiting for that one chance to shine But a copper coin isn’t gold Why should I suffer? Why should I care? I don’t need them I refuse to let them win Their simple lies may tear me down Though I am not worthy enough to trust people I am an orphan Waiting for them to find me I am a hobo Wanting a place to stay I am a writer Just wanting the approval of others
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Returning Love
The piano drones on and on Its monotonous melancholy plays continuously I can remember those days At the school with you You would hold my hand And I would hold yours The melody between us It is like Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata The air was so cool that day My uniform flapped in the wind While your hair was softly caressed by the soft tips of wind I remember you holding me softly My heart beat against my chest I almost fainted then Another time I saw you Your face filled with despair Watery eyes which tears failed to fall As you told me why My heart shattered into a thousand pieces This clear sadness came over m
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Bloodied Crows
Struggling hard not to show my fears Difficulty in hiding the tears Blood on the floor but I’m not hurt My heart is bleeding more on the inside After all, didn’t you already stab me in the back. I killed the doves you sent They’re lying on the floor Is this what you call an apology? The hatred inside me rages Like a thunderstorm in a plain Cause every time I remember you All I wish is that you would die Shut up for once, I’m talking back for once. Once you shut me up. All I could do was only open and close my mouth. Only wind went in and out of it. No sound, nothing My mind is filled with more sound than
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Vida La Viva
I see this cursed place Empty hearts Shallow souls Biting like the wolves of Siberia Every step is like falling into a pit Waiting to be buried like a corpse Red, black and white Symbolizing items I call death and his friends I watch them in the garden Apples in hands, they eat one by one. Precious memories are gone. As all of them disappear. Lingering on at the funeral I waited The souls of the departed left the earth Where their bodies rejoined Mother On Violet Hill Where we wait for them to return Though all of it is in our minds. My bloodied face I scream Hoping to get out of here Just die. Just die Whispers in my
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When?
When? When I look at the sky I see freedom When I look at the city I see another world When I look at the trees I see my family When I look at the roads I see oblivion When I look at the paper I see a new beginning When I look at the coffee cup I see a broken soul healing
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Ten Reasons Why
Ten Reasons Why the reason why I look at you is not because I like you the reason why I smile when you say my name is not because I am laughing at your voice the reason why I feel better when you're around is not because of the drinks you bought the reason why I stick with you when times are bad is not because I have anything better to do the reason why I hold your hands is not because I thought your hands are cold the reason why I keep your picture on the wall is not because my wall is your own sanctuary the reason why I get angry at you is not because I have no present from you on my birthday the reason why I am jealous is
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Outcast
I am an outcast Left alone in the dark They keep telling me that they care But reality is, that they really don’t I am waiting Waiting for that one chance to shine But a copper coin isn’t gold Why should I suffer? Why should I care? I don’t need them I refuse to let them win Their simple lies may tear me down Though I am not worthy enough to trust people I am an orphan Waiting for them to find me I am a hobo Wanting a place to stay I am a writer Just wanting the approval of others
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Vida La Viva
I see this cursed place Empty hearts Shallow souls Biting like the wolves of Siberia Every step is like falling into a pit Waiting to be buried like a corpse Red, black and white Symbolizing items I call death and his friends I watch them in the garden Apples in hands, they eat one by one. Precious memories are gone. As all of them disappear. Lingering on at the funeral I waited The souls of the departed left the earth Where their bodies rejoined Mother On Violet Hill Where we wait for them to return Though all of it is in our minds. My bloodied face I scream Hoping to get out of here Just die. Just die Whispers in my
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  • Oct 26, 1991
  • Malaysia
  • Deviant for 13 years
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Commander Shepard was here... and like it.
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Wow, this skin's pretty darn cool.
Whoooooo... I hope I get to keep this skin because it is freaking awesome! :D
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Adam Lambert
He's got the looks. The talent. The style. The voice. How lucky is he? And better yet, his fan following is a heck lot larger than Kris Allen (grumble Adam shoulda won grumble). Yeah, I admit that I'm biased. But honestly, I have caught the Adam bug. How could you not love the guy? I think he broke a lot of girl's hearts when he told Rolling Stones that he swung the other way. Mine kinda shattered. Hahaha. you know the horrible truth about gorgeous men? either they're taken, or they swing the other way. oh well.. that's life. I mean, you have to accept it some way possible. I was watching American Idol recently and saw an "Alex Lambert"
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Thank you for the favourite! :)