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Amyfan1994

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Removed from Innocence by Amyfan1994, visual art

Artist // Student // Varied
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"Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it
(p. 70)
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
(p. 71)
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
(p. 72)

And all the books you’ve read have been read by other people. And all the songs you’ve loved have been heard by other people. And that girl that’s pretty to you is pretty to other people. And you know that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing “unity”.
It’s like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to always feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means you’re happy, too.
I just remember what made me think of all this. I’m going to write it down because maybe if I do I won’t have to think about it. And I won’t get upset. But the thing is that I can hear Sam and Craig having sex, and for the first time in my life, I understand the end of that poem..."
(p.96)

- The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Stephen Chbosky



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-"How am I cute?"
-"Your smile, the way you look when you pout, the contentedness in your voice when we can be together, the way you tease me, the way you react to how I act...just the little things you say or do are cute & make my day"

Favourite Visual Artist
Kylee (sonicrocksmysocks)
Favourite Movies
(too many to list)
Favourite TV Shows
um food channel?
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park; Sleeping with Sirens; Matchbook Romance; BlackVeilBrides; Killswitch Engage; A7X
Favourite Books
The Perks of Being a Wallflower; A Rose for Melinda
Favourite Writers
Raven Hughey; Stephen Chbosky
Favourite Games
Any Sims, Sonic, Pokemon, and Harvest Moon game, really.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Gameboy Advanced, Gamecube, Nintendo DS, Nintendo 3DS & PC
Tools of the Trade
pencil?
Other Interests
Guitar, graphic novels, video games, sculpting
On October 31, the love of my life, Sean Gordon McKenzie, ended his own after crying that he loved me. It’s been nearly 3 months since that day. I feel lost & broken. My entire life turned inside out and my ability to trust is nonexistent. My willingness to live without him is diminishing as the days go by. I don’t have thoughts of harming myself. I’m too scared of what isn’t out there to do it, but if someone were to harm me I wouldn’t do anything to stop them. Sean was my everything. I saw texts to his friend asking him if it was too soon to ask me to marry him in January & be married in June. I would have sai
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Watching Markiplier's latest upload made me think a lot about myself and what I have been doing (or rather, not doing) lately. I used to love dA. Their terms and conditions don't amuse me, so I've strayed far from it. I was bullied a lot during the time I was active, which made me stop, and lately I've come into financial difficulties and have been trying everything to find an alternative source of income. I'm on twitch as Majime_TV, I've been on youtube for years as "Knuxiefan1994" but just today created a second channel just simply "Majime." I opened an Etsy shop a year ago as MajimeArts as well as an Instagram account as Majime_Arts ....
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Instagram: Majime_Art (Majime (https://www.deviantart.com/majime)_Art) Etsy: MajimeArts (etsy.com/shop/MajimeArts) I have been a senior in college for over a year now thanks to the private school I transferred in from that wasn't actually accredited, so my current school helped me get those credits, but the classes don't count. Because of this, I don't actually owe the loans they said that I owed (therefore, I am no longer $27,000 in debt, just $2,000 since I used that on books). I decided to go back on social media once again since I no longer use DeviantArt as my primary source to share my work. The reason why I don't is because dA has the right to sell my work to third-pa
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Thank you for joining the group!! :iconsebbyplz:
Not a problem!
thanks for the fav it means a lot to me :)
:) please feel free to watch me to check out some of my other works if you like
Thanks 4 fave!
xxx