This is the first time in a very long time that I am able to say I am living in the here and now. I've been so hung up on my past, on the people who think poorly of me, the mistakes I've made... I spent a good chunk of my life constantly reassuring myself that "eventually" I will be happy, satisfied, and start traveling.Even in Korea, there was an undercurrent in my head "Thailand Thailand Thailand it will be better in Thailand". I'm here. I mean, mentally. I'm exactly where I should be. The past seems so far away, detritus washing up on a whole other continent. I have class every weekday, and then I go out with my classmates at night. ...