A long time ago, before tales were written, from the era before surnames were given, there was a young man whose only dream was to understand the world. As the weight of human nature bore down on his shoulders, he began to hate the world. He knew, in his heart, that he didn't want to hate the world, just to be able to know why people do the things that they do.
When he was limber and young, he took trade as a woodcutter. He did this because he loved the nature about him, and sought to save as much as he could. Then he saw the greed of the other woodcutters burning and destroying the woods, the beauty, for profit. He determined that it w
Heal me, conceal me, control and reveal me,
Without lying, deceiving, believing or conceiving thoughts,
That excuse me, profusely, or diffusing the bomb,
That is hiding, residing, waiting for the perfect time,
To deploy and destroy… all of the joy compacted into,
Explosions emotions, and corrosions that create,
The anxiety and piety that our own society couples with its lying tongue.
That claims to be the solution, but rather the pollution invading
Your mindset with illusions and delusions of protruding crosses.
That founded democracy, nothing but lies and hypocrisy created
By those who pretend to heal you, who really con
The fun, the pain, the hurt, the hate, the love, the sin, the sex, the fate, the wrath, the sun, myself, the one, my friends, my health, the poor, the wealth, my mom, my dad, the good, the bad, the flesh, the blood, the clear, the mud, the joy, the sorrow, the peace, tomorrow, the touch, the lust, betrayal and trust, the truths, the lies, the lows, the highs, the fails, the tries, the laughs, the cries, the dark, the light, the day, the night, the views, the sight, surprise and fright, the wrong, the right, the dim, the bright and all the other blessings that make me, me.
A long time ago, like last August I think it was, I left dA. I left my whole world behind, pretty much. I got lost in a long moment of despair. But like all moments, they will eventually end, and this one did.
During this time period, I felt a lot of things that I didn't understand.
but that is not what I am going to talk about.
what i am going to talk about is getting back on the wagon and trying to be something, someone again.
it's not all about living like we're dead, because pain brings it back around.
you can't hurt so much unless you've felt so good about something before.
so, i gue
I haven't been on. I've checked to see if anyone missed me.
Some did. Most didn't care.
I'm not too worried about it though.
I'm not saying that I'm back. I really never left.
But I won't be using this name anymore.
Those who care can try to find me. Those who dont... well... haha!