Resting in Peace
I’m tired of being ignored.
I’m tired of being jealous.
I’m tired of being lazy.
I’m tired of being useless.
I’m tired of wanting to be someone else.
I’m tired of being a burden to other people.
I’m tired of being dumb.
I’m tired of having no future.
I’m tired of being unimportant.
I’m tired of wasting my effort.
I’m tired of thinking too much about everything.
If I’m so tired, why don’t I just go to sleep?
It may take a long time to reach dreamland, but once I do, I will be engulfed into a warm, comforting blanket of stillness where I won’t have to do anything.
I won’t have to think of anything.
Even though I’m not there with anyone, I feel warm when I’m sleeping by myself.
It’s such a bother to wake up every day to my loud alarm clock and noisy mom. My dad even threatens to pour water on me in order to wake me up.
But I don’t want to.
Whenever I leave my