Apheline

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Rain Dance by Apheline, literature

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Rain Dance

When the saguaros look like many-armed devas, second-hand givers and third-hand takers, of retrograde light and parched tongues, at once, believers and dispellers of lies.Keeping track of the hours as lifetimes, the minutes as seasons, the passage of time by bird migration, etching instances into your back; sides; hips.To become a keeper of false histories, like a ladybug learning the circumference of a leaf, the way our footprints bring the city to the forest, so, too, does nature encroach upon this urban landscape, buildings for construction's sake. lenses jutting out of silent rooftops, spying toward the aether, empty landscapes becomin...

Rainmaker by Apheline, literature

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Rainmaker

It was in an age long past, a time when our people were very young and our land was lush with water, a paradise to men and animals alike, and the world was new and fresh, before the time of turmoil, before the time of the storyweaver, in whose footsteps I tread so cautiously, so that I might not make a new cataclysm. The land, which gave of itself so plentifully, supported great beasts which dwelt on the land itself, in the great rivers, which flowed across the land's great expanse, and also in the air, which stood blue above the land in the sky. This story is about such a creature. One which soared above our lost fertile land, as a gen...

Freak by Apheline, literature

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Freak

It was shortly after my fourth Naming Day. I was playing by the river under the cliffs, with my best friend, Yunice.She looked up from the rollybeetle we had been watching and said, "Why are you so strange, Quin?"I sat cross-legged, opposite my friend whose bright red skirts looked even brighter splayed out across the wet dirt behind her. We had built a small, circular wall out of the mud between us and placed the beetle inside of it, watching it climb partway up, lose its footing, and slide back down, rolling into a ball before coming to rest in the center of the circle. The river was quiet here, but not far downstream the right bank s...

Lachrymal Lament by Apheline, literature

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Lachrymal Lament

my blood smells salty... my skin is open... all over...I don't think I have eaten... in a long time... but I can make toys... be a toy... fall down after you spin me... won't come back up your slack rope...flesh, though, is money... and money; flesh... so now I'm disembodied... the scars will give me credit...but my paint, now, translucent...on a canvas of I...lachrymal lament...now I surely die...

Rain, faithless, falls by Apheline, literature

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Rain, faithless, falls

Rain, faithless, falls; Kneeling at the feet, Of the shores of tomorrow's, Forgotten loves.Loves never spoken, Only whispered in small gestures, Hinted at around the eyes, The lips.Lips whose delicate passions, Hold back a ferocity of dreams, Uninspired and waiting to be allowed, to breathe.Breathe so free of bottled-up sighs, Allegories of myths and legends, So far removed from fact, That none can know the truth.

Look the Other Way by Apheline, literature

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Look the Other Way

The city moans Its vessels swell with tiny tracks Its breath; the endless sighs of missed appointments, Forgotten dates, Meetings lost in the shuffle.It's discontented bowels constrict In awestruck observance Of the time between the second hand's Ballroom courtship of lunacy.Indeed the very essence of Small cafés, Bell boys with tiny hats. Just a memory of some Flickering cigarette burn In the corner of Disused plot twists and Incense holders.The windows barred, frame to sonnets and ballads of Harlots and tramps.Look the other way.And all of this Below what? Some ancient somniscient? Some intertwining oversoul, Basking in its own glory.Foo...

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Rain Dance by Apheline, literature

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Freak

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Rain, faithless, falls

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Apparitions by Apheline, literature

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Apparitions

I was nervous when I arrived. Had my information been right? Was she used to trans patients? Would she be supportive and helpful or weirded out? Would this be a waste of time or the freeing experience I hoped it would be?I looked around the lobby. It was small and well furnished. A large coffee table occupied the center of the room, surrounded on two sides by a small sofa and an armchair, which for some reason made me think of my grandfather. On the opposite side of the room, there was a water cooler and several large unopened refill containers. On a table near the door was the item I was looking for."Matt 12:00, 6 pages," read a yello...

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About Apheline

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Jan 1, 1983
United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Welcome to my deviantART page! Thanks for taking the time to stop by :) (Smile)

Favourite Visual Artist

Alex Grey, Baiyon

Favourite Movies

Fight Club, Sucker Punch

Favourite TV Shows

Farscape

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Smashing Pumpkins, Pink Floyd, Daft Punk

Favourite Books

Stranger in a Strange Land, Sidhartha, Beneath the Wheel

Favourite Writers

Robert Anton Wilson

Favourite Games

The Elder Scrolls series, Final Fantasy series

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 3

Tools of the Trade

GIMP, Pencil, Paper, Pen, Apophysis, Inkscape, Vue7, Poser Pro

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Music, Art, Writing, Reading, Film

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Apheline

Feb 24, 2013

Snow!

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So, there was a bunch of snow here last week in Tucson. It even stuck on the ground for a whole day in some places. It's pretty rare to have snow like that here. My partner, :devcereus-cactus: and I had a blast playing in it and seeing the beautiful desert landscape transformed by the white fluffy stuff.Here are some beautiful photos that he took:http://fav.me/d5vypil :thumb356018349:http://fav.me/d5w0m1z :thumb356107175:

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Apheline

Jan 22, 2013

Been a while

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So, I haven't been on deviantART in so long most of you have probably forgotten about me, but I expect to be able to check back more frequently now.As some of you know, I started to publicly present as female about a year ago and start taking estrogen in the hopes of alleviating some dysphoria. While this has for the most part been a very wonderful experience for me, it has been a difficult time in my life as well.At the same time I started making these changes, I also made some tough life choices, the biggest of which was moving out of the house where the love of my life lived. It was a very difficult thing to do for many reasons and i...

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Apheline

May 17, 2012

I would like to change my username. What do you think?

18 votes

Go for it!

It would confuse me.

I am indifferent.

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bunnylove2

Oct 17, 2014

Hey, I'm just randomly popping in here.

I saw your writing piece(this one->apheline.deviantart.com/art/Ap… when I was looking at what section to post a writing thing I just finished and decided to read it. I think you are really courageous to be up front about that kind of thing. I also decided to have a look around on your page and found out your birthday is in a week, roughly. So also happy birthday.

Apheline

Apr 10, 2015

Thanks, sorry I haven't been very active for a while!

bunnylove2

Apr 14, 2015

that's okay. I haven't been either

CosplayKoneko

May 27, 2013

Thanks for the fave on [link]

It means a lot

Apheline

Jun 2, 2013

Of course! Good to see you still cosplaying. How are you?

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