When I first joined DA, I was a young, inspired soul with lots of ideas and dreams. Even as I grew out of the college years and into young adulthood, I still had inspirations. I still had hope. I still had dreams!
8 years later and I am mush. Worry about bills. Pay those bills. Work. Sleep. Make food. Slack on cleaning and play games instead. My version of adulthood as a child seemed a lot more authoritative than when I am actually an adult. Did the adults in my childhood feel the same as I do?
Why is it that I have these serious, self-reflective thoughts while I am at work?