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Dissonance Chapter 40

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Dissonance Chapter 40

  Chapter 40 CATHERINA - Wolfie! Wolfie! - I cried out in despair and fright after I startled up from a horrible nightmare. I was still half unconscious, I felt disoriented and very exhausted. I did not even remember the happenings clearly any more, I just knew that Wolfie was in danger. I moved my head to the side on the pillow, but I felt very weak. I could not get up, and not only because of my weakness. I felt something stronger as well: rope. I realized that I was tied to the bed. Sure it was Erik to make me unable to search for him and Wolfie. Whatever he have done to him? Is he still alive? Oh Lord, if he is, please tell him I loved

Dissonance chapter 39

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Dissonance chapter 39

 CONSTANZE 24th October, 1791  - Is Karl at school? - I heard the familiar voice behind my back when I wanted to open the apartment's door. I turned around to see my husband. He looked sober now, just I could tell that something was wrong with him. I did not know what, but something was indeed wrong. His voice was also almost unknown, it had a tired, dry and tarnish tone in it. Whatever he may or may not have done in the past against me, he was so helpless that I forgot and forgave everything and ran as fast I could, to hug him.  - Wolfie! - I hugged his neck and he gave me a tired smile. It was strange, he did not seem to be too happy.

Dissonance Chapter 38

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Dissonance Chapter 38

 Chapter 38 DAROGA 23 September, 1791  Maybe you thought after the rat dissection and being Erik's prisoner in the cellars for months, and getting a serious pneumonia because of it, that I took my hand off of Herr Mozart, trying to save my own life, and to disappear for good? I know many people would have done this, but I am not that of a kind. I could not look at my own reflection in the mirror if I did that. But I also knew that I can't save Mozart in Vienna. Erik is looking at me and my actions and he stated clearly and without hesitation that he is going to kill me if I don't disappear. So I disappeared from Vienna.  It took nearly

Dissonance Chapter 37

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Dissonance Chapter 37

Chapter 37 CONSTANZE  On 26th July, Karl was sitting with me in the salon of the little apartment near the Baden Spa. I really needed the Spa to feel better. Every time I was pregnant my legs were aching so much that sometimes I could hardly got up on them and walk. I rested my tired and heavy legs on a little footstool even at that moment, and Karl was looking at my belly with growing interest.   - Is it a boy or a girl Mommy?   - I don't know, Karlchen. Only after babies are born, you can know if they are boys or girls.   - But God knows it now as well?   - He does, he creates boys or girls on purpose and he knows it even before t

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Dissonance chapter 27

Chapter 27   MOZART - Erik starts to be suspicious, Wolfie. – Catherina said worriedly when we met at the Prater for a walk. - And so what? – I asked laughing. – Should I call him for a duel? - Would you? – she asked, and looked like surprised. - Of course, sweetie. - Am I not just a…. an adventure for you? - Adventure? What am I, Don Juan? No way honey. - But… I don't understand… - I love you. - And what about your wife? - I love her too. - But like this… church does not welcome this that you are with two women at the same time… - Will I shit? I can't choose. That's

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Dissonance chapter 26

Chapter 26   MOZART  June, 1789    I don't know whether to be happy or sad. One of my eyes is smiling and the other is crying. We are in war with the Prussians. People don't have the money for music in these times. Less commissions. Much less commissions. Nannerl's little son, Gottfried Wilhelm was born on 31st May. He is a very good-looking fellow as I saw him, and Thank God, he is healthy. I try to help them out every once in a while but sadly the money I send arrives back on the next post- day, without a coin missing. Nannerl always says God will help them and I should take care of my own son instead of helping them.  Van Swieten was

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Dissonance chapter 25

Chapter 25 MOZART  I held Catherina's letter in my hand and smiled. She actually wants to see me. I was happy about it as I was thinking about seeing her somehow as well, but she behaved very coldly when we saw each other at the Opera before. But now she asked me to see her there. It was strange but I thought she sent that Erik away at last so I can talk freely to her.  Someone knocked on my front door at the very moment I wanted to kiss the letter. - Would you answer the door, Wolfie, I am busy with Karl. - I heard Stanze's voice and I was running to open the door to discover that the person was… - Nannerl! – I exclaimed h

Dissonance chapter 24

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Dissonance chapter 24

Chapter 24     CONSTANZE    We were staying in my mother's house for three weeks now. She was actually happy to have me back because I could do the housework again from dawn till night. I knew I made a mistake because I left Wolfie. She mistreated Sophie as well, that poor girl could not have any free time either. Just like me, I barely even see my own child. He was mostly with Mama, or when she got tired of him, he was just sent downstairs to the maid. I never knew why we had a maid; she did not have any job because Mama always made us tidy the house.  And to make matters worse, I had to listen to her monologues everday. - I told you no

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Dissonance chapter 22

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Dissonance chapter 22

Chapter 22 CATHERINA    I was singing sadly in my dressing room while I was looking out of the window. Wolfgang was away for more than a month and he did not send any letter to me. I knew that he must be very busy and that his wife was with him as well but to tell the truth, I loved him. You don't have a clue how much I confessed it for God that I loved a married man. I was ashamed of it and I was feeling guilty constantly about I could not love Erik. I tried. I swear, I did. But always when I thought of his face, his real face… I just simply felt horror and I knew I could not love him. Never ever in a million years I could imagine to

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