Sorry for being so inactive here lately.
My mental state is getting worse day by day. Few months ago I've started hearing voices on bad days and falling in and out of episodes of psychosis.
I'm currently in the process of doctors redoing or rechecking old diagnoses and stepping down on old medication to get new ones. Gonna be a long road with ups and downs and I will never be 100% normally functioning but that's fine with me. If I'm able to sit up again without getting migraines and dont have this chaos in my head then I'm happy.
Got some new doctors who are experts in the field now, as I've been quite frankly shoved aside by the medical sy
So those wondering whats up with the 3D things and why I'm not uploading drawings, here's the reason.
I'm too tired to draw, 3D I can do with a mouse so its more relaxing. Thats the tl;dr version.
Basically imagine being tense 24/7 and thoughts never stopping no matter what so you cant have a moment of silence in your head. Yeah after almost my entire life of that my body is starting to get so exausted. So I finally realised that it was time to stop being stubborn and scared and do something about it.
Basically need to train up my body to be able to handle never being able to relax and my mind is always going at high speed. Started doing s