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Dear Crush,

We've had some good times and some bad. There have been times when I've been deserving of the cold treatment you gave me. There have been times you have deserved the disdain I showed you. But the entire time I have held you very close to me. We've both changed a lot over the years we've known each other and we are currently on good terms.
I told you upon meeting you that I was attracted to you because I do not believe in deception of the heart whether it be mine or yours. But I met you when you were already attached and though you've moved between attachment and singularity I have never pressed you to be with me. I refuse to do that. And I can't see the attachment you're currently in ever being bad enough that it would end and even if it did it would never cause you to stoop to the level of dating me.
You brought it up recently that when we first met I admitted an attraction to you and asked me if that still persisted. I said "In a way." and you didn't press me to explain and I thank you for that. Your kindness is not unnoticed. There are times when you say that you owe me for something I do for you. In truth I am repaying you when I do things for you. But I wouldn't bring it up to you. You believe we remain on even ground but you are so far above me that I have no hope of ever returning every favor you've done for me.
Through the hard times and the fun times I've looked at you as beautiful. You have always been the pretty girl that never noticed her friend's amorous eyes. Or if you noticed you kindly ignored it. I've never been the one to come between people and I refuse to hurt you. I can see you are in love and I will not jeopardize that. Just know this, you will always be very special to me and I will always be here to support you.

Blessed Be,
Gonna try to do the 30 letter challenge. Won't be a letter a day but it'll get done.

[X]Day 1: Your Best Friend [link]
[X]Day 2: Your Crush [This One]
[X]Day 3: Your parents [link]
[]Day 4: Your sibling (or closest relative)
[]Day 5: Your dreams
[]Day 6: A stranger
[]Day 7: Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
[]Day 8: Your favorite internet friend
[]Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet
[]Day 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
[]Day 11: A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
[]Day 12: The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
[]Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you
[]Day 14: Someone you've drifted away from
[]Day 15: The person you miss the most
[]Day 16: Someone that's not in your state/country
[]Day 17: Someone from your childhood
[]Day 18: The person that you wish you could be
[]Day 19: Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
[]Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest
[]Day 21: Someone you judged by their first impression
[]Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to
[]Day 23: The last person you kissed
[]Day 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory
[]Day 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times
[]Day 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to
[]Day 27: The friendliest person you knew for only one day
[]Day 28: Someone that changed your life
[]Day 29: The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
[]Day 30: Your reflection in the mirror
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