Colours surging through me,
power draining out.
Tears streaming from my cloudy eyes,
and the sudden urge to shout.
The words I read on the blank before me,
Burn through my eyes and terrify my brain.
My whole life changes for a stand-still moment,
With only one person to blaim.
Confused I am, because in life you're different.
But in writing you're another branch.
I try not to judge becausee people have days,
But you've had one too many a chance.
We're friends you say and I believe you.
But you smother me in a blanket of green.
And that covering fills my mouth and nose,
As I die, I'm hidden, can't be seen.
And your constant emotional beating,
Is making me pathetic and wearing me out.
So others I love are getting annoyed,
As I cry and they don't know what about.
I won't physically beat you.
But in my head you're bleeding or gone.
I'll give you another chance as my friend.
And this time it won't go wrong.