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Mirialan Makeup by AlikaiWonderland Mirialan Makeup :iconalikaiwonderland:AlikaiWonderland 4 0
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Sweet Auntie Sarah
A rush of pain running through my body woke me up. I tried to scream, but I had no air in my lungs to create even as much as a whine. I took a deep breath and felt how every cell in my body wanted to flee from whatever was happening. All that happened was that I realized I had a dry cloth in my mouth, obviously there to keep me quiet. Where the hell was I?
I tried to stand up, but I only felt how a crude rope dug itself deep into my skin. I couldn't even move my head to get a better look around the room in the dark. All I could see was the cold stone ceiling above me and something that seemed like a light bulb. How the hell did I get here?
The light went on above me with a flash and the sudden light hurt like hell in my sore eyes. Had I been crying? Why? My whole body was aching as if somebody had been beating me for days. I probably had bruises all over my body also. What had happened?
I could hear steps approaching me. High-heels.
- Good day, miss. How was your night? I hope you did
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Literature
In the eye of the storm
The sound of bullets flying over my head had been going on non-stop for hours now. There was no way of telling which of them were aimed at you and which at the enemy. I took a deep breath, prayed that my hands would stop shaking and sprinted for the next cover. I wasn't the only one who had aimed for the great stone that stood up from the otherwise treacherous grass field.
The man next to me was covered in blood and dirt. His breath was heavy and unstable. A specialist, judging by his insignia. I didn't know if I felt jealous or saddened when I looked at it.
- War is hell they say, he said with a clear and stable voice. I guess they knew what they were talking about.
A missile flew over our heads and hit one of our tanks that stood on top a small hill. I could hear cries of agony take over the comm. , covering the sound of orders that were being shouted out. I knew no one in that tank.
- Shit, there went my covering fire. This really was a suicide mission after all, I said with a sad g
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Literature
Spread your wings
- Come on, do you really have to go that close the edge? I said with a nervous giggle. It's a really long way down.
I had looked over that cliff edge once. The view was amazing. An emerald green forest stretched as far you could see, flocks of colorfull birds flew around the treetops and a river as blue as the sky above ran through it like a snake basking in the sunlight.
A gentle summer breeze gently stroked my cheek. It played around with her hair, lightly tugging it this way then the other. I would never grow tired of that sight.
She gave me one of her warm and gentle smiles and took a few steps away from the edge. I let out a sigh of relief and held out my hand. She let her hand gently touch mine, but before I could pull her close to me she turned around, took a few running steps and jumped off the cliff.
I froze in my step and I thought my heart would stop beating. As I snapped back to reality I shouted out her name and ran as close to the edge that I dared.
Why? Why did she...?
A
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Literature
Guardian Angel
Suddenly the world makes sense
The path is so clear in the bright moonlight
Now I dare to take the next step
Without fearing what lies ahead
I mean something to someone
I acctually deserve to be happy
I know exactly what I want
My heart has made up its mind
And its all thanks to you
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Literature
Seduced
Jag kände hur hjärtat slog i vild panik i bröstet när jag sprang genom rader av gravstenar. Jag hade för länge sedan tappat bort mig bland alla stenkors och mausoleum, men jag vågade inte heller stanna för att försöka hitta en väg ut. Allt jag kunde göra var att springa i hopp om att ett mirakel skulle ske.
Någonstans inombords visste jag redan hur mitt öde skulle se ut innan jag snubblade. Gruset från gången sprätte åt alla håll kring mig och jag landade illa på armen. Tårarna rann ner för mina kinder när jag såg hur skuggan långsamt närmade sig i mörkret. Igen kände jag hur huvudvärken började krypa in på mig, hur smärtan ökade för varje steg den kom närmare mig. Det kändes som om huvudet skulle explodera. Nej... Jag önskade att det skulle explodera så allt detta skulle vara över.
Det hände inte.
Smärtan var olidlig och jag kunde knappt urskilja konturerna av det som stod framför mig, men jag kände hur en någonting kyligt, dött, rörde vid min hals och lyfte långsamt upp mitt huvud fr
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Literature
Fake/Real
It' so simple, so easy
Smiling, crying, loving
Even though I feel almost nothing
It's scary, to say the least
But that is what the world is turning me into
What is slipping away from me
The line is getting more and more blurry
What is fake and what is real
Why do they both feel the same?
The cold numbness is coming closer
Wishing to tip me over
But I won't go down without a fight
The strong emotions
The extremes of them
Are still there
It might not be much
They might be hard to handle
But I won't let them go
This rollercoast might never end
The highs and lows worse and better
But if I figure out how to hold on and keep my balance
I will be fine
Or at least as close as it gets
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Literature
Everything has a price
I might know more about myself
It helps me understand why I do these things
Why I say the things I say
Do the things I do
And what price I have to pay in the end
I know how I look and what effect it has
I know that my words emphasize it
That I play along to easily
I know why I can't understand it
For I see the cold that lurks in my soul
The heart that never stops, never stays
Always looking for a new plaything
A new person to break
Who want's to be like that?
Who want's to be so heartless?
I don't, but I can't get rid of it
I just can't say no
Yet in the middle of the night
After a long conversation, many confessions and a few hidden tears
I say something unexpected
A glimpse of who I hope I am
I feel the truth in my words, for once
I feel the warmth
I feel the kindness
I feel the smile I can't keep of my lips
"I think I love him"
Then I realize where I am, where I stand
The ache stings my heart
Knowing he is long gone
That he might never come back
I can't stop the tears rolling down m
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Literature
Persona
Laughter is my signal
Mirth, joy, laughter, tricks, pranks
Always wearing a smile
Being nimble and quick
That is who I am
I sit calmly in my corner
A book in my hand and a cup of tea in the other
I hold my sweetheart tight in times of tears
Always holding my arms open for those in need
Warmth and kindness is my gift
I watch the field with expertise
Calculate my moves, try to figure out my opponent's
I play the game, sometimes even by the rules
I can never turn down a challenge
Playing fair doesn't always mean playing nice
I am the  one who messes up your mind
I let my hand slightly touch your shoulder as I pass by
Stare deep into your eyes, touch you lightly, kiss you teasingly
I play around with your heart
And I fear nothing
As soon as one wound heals another is cut open
It hurts, my gods it hurts
I can't breathe, why can't I breathe?
Somebody, anybody make it STOP
Tears and sobs silently ring in the night
Hurt anyone I love
I dare you
I am the guardian and fighter
Followed by a
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Literature
Take a deep breath
Breathe, my dear breathe
Don't jump to conclusions
Don't think so much
You know the mess it tends to stir up
You know the tears cried in secrecy
You know the the barriers that hold your tongue
Try to stay calm
Try to let go of the fear
Try to figure out what you're working with
Deal with one thing at a time
Figure out which string to pull to untie the knot
Don't let your feelings overwhelm you
You know you can handle this
But there's no need to rush
Breathe, my dear breathe
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Literature
Hud mot hud i tystnad
Hud mot hud i tystnad
Ett hjärta bultar mot ett annat
Leendet som aldrig tycks försvinna
Så länge jag får ligga vid din sida
Möter blicken försiktigt
Vågar inte säga ett ord
Vill undvika alla fel hon kan
Livrädd för att göra ett enda misstag
Känner värmen mot sin bleka hy
Eller är det bara hennes känslor?
Det spelar ingen roll
Bara hon får hålla hårt om honom ett litet tag till
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Literature
Ghost from the Past
I thought I had moved on
That the flame had slowly gone out
I only needed one second to know I was wrong
I lost my grip of reality
Wanted to get lost in those eyes
Wanted to feel your lips against mine again
Why did that feeling return again?
How could it still be so strong?
Why can't reason make it go away?
Longing for someone else while in another's arms
Hoping that he will return
Is my heart really this cruel?
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Resisting Temptation
There are things that are meant to be resisted
Unwritten rules that you simply don't break
Where your common sense says no
I know I let it go to far to fast
That I even might be doing the exact "mistake" again
But to be really honest
I don't care
I know that what I should and shouldn't do
That I have broken my own rules
Am I really that weak?
Yes I am
And I am enjoying every minute of it
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Literature
My sweet child
My sweet child
Sleep so soundly
Until morn
Do not fear the cold
For as you rest
I will keep you warm
Leave your worries behind
In the dusk of yesterday
Look forward to what tomorrow brings
My sweet child
Sleep so soundly
Until morn
Don't let nighmares trouble you
For I will keep them at bay
Fight your battles in daylight time instead
Even if I am not here to greet you in the morning
I will be here the next eve
To keep you safe through another night
My sweet child
Sleep so soundly
Until morn
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By The Sea
I fall over in the green grass
Sunlight is filtered trough the leaves above me
The lovely scent of flowers fills my lungs
The sand gets in everywhere, not that I do care
The salty water splashes around my feet
The sunshine dries me up again and again
The summer breeze feels cool against my skin
But it makes my hair look like a mess
I give up on trying to put it back in place
I turn my face to the clear blue sky
A flock seagull flies past overhead
Their familiar shrieks make me feel at home
As day turns to dusk I sit on the cliffs by the sea
Watching the sun slowly go down behind the horizon
Extending its amazing colors over the treetops
My childish soul is filled with laughter
I just cannot sit still
Why can't the summer last forever?
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Demons in the mirror
When the day slowly changes into night
That is when my demons crawl to my side
It is their gentle touches that burn my skin
Their wonderful promises that make my heart ache
I look into the mirror and see them by my side
"Such a beautiful lass, but all alone" they whisper as they run their cold fingers over my skin
"Such a kind soul, but breaks every heart she touches" they say and try to crush my heart
"What will ever become of her? Maybe nothing at all?" they say to break my soul
I know they are wrong
But their words haunt me still
I pray that they will never convince me that they're right
I try so hard to see the light
But still it disappears sometimes
In those moments when you realize that you are alone and there's nothing you can do about it
When you just wish to have somebody laying by your side
Watching movies, listening to music or doing nothing at all
Just as long as they are there
All I want is someone who makes me smile
Who runs their fingers through my hair
Who likes (or may
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Mirialan Makeup
I played around with my makeup a while ago and tested out some Mirialan style/inspired makeup. I'm pretty happy about the result as well and need to re-do this at some point with a more intricate design... My skin color has been edited in post with the help of one of my friends. Clap 

I'm still wondering if I should try to reignite my inspiration for cosplay since I have quite a few projects that are just laying around waiting in my cupboard. 

Picture can be used elsewhere with credits to either my dA or IG accounts (@alikai.wonderland) Huggle! 
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MLP OC: Sparkle Storyteller
I finally decided to commit and create an OC for MLP! I have been playing with the idea for a while but couldn't decide on what exactly I wanted to do. Going with an Alicorn feels a bit cheesy and over powered, but they are absolutely my favorites! If I made a more "realistic" version I would keep her as a unicorn though. This is also pretty much my first OC for any kind of already existing franchise so I'm both hyped and nervous about what I will do with this!

I'm still trying to figure out who she exactly is and what exactly she does, but the ideas are coming slowly but steadily! <3

This is made with generalzoi's Pony Creator. I don't have a Cutie Mark file however so I had to skip that... but I would have maybe a quill and/or a d20? In case anyone knows where to make one (I'm not great at drawing myself) please do tell me!
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I have finally revived this dA account! Wow, it's been a while. 

I haven't written anything in a while and damn am I jealous of my past self's writing skills. I need to start writing and reading again, so I figured I would do some CPR to this old account. No idea yet about what I'll be posting or when... but I do have a pretty serious Catradora phase going on. So might be that I finally dip my toes into fanfic territory!

I'm more active on my IG (@alikai.wonderland) and blog (alikaiwonderland.com) in case you want more regular content from my direction. I'll have to see if I get to pick up a bit of photography at some point as well when I get my paws on a proper camera... *sigh* so many ideas, so little time.
  • Listening to: Shinedown - BRILLIANT
  • Watching: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
  • Drinking: Tea
Dec 4, 2018
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I have finally revived this dA account! Wow, it's been a while. 

I haven't written anything in a while and damn am I jealous of my past self's writing skills. I need to start writing and reading again, so I figured I would do some CPR to this old account. No idea yet about what I'll be posting or when... but I do have a pretty serious Catradora phase going on. So might be that I finally dip my toes into fanfic territory!

I'm more active on my IG (@alikai.wonderland) and blog (alikaiwonderland.com) in case you want more regular content from my direction. I'll have to see if I get to pick up a bit of photography at some point as well when I get my paws on a proper camera... *sigh* so many ideas, so little time.
  • Listening to: Shinedown - BRILLIANT
  • Watching: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
  • Drinking: Tea

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Aspova Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the watch! I read some of your poems, my compliments to you for writing! ^^
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AlikaiWonderland Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! ^^
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obsidiandevil Featured By Owner May 18, 2013
thanks for the watch
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AlikaiWonderland Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome! :D
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obsidiandevil Featured By Owner May 16, 2013
thanks for the fav
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AlikaiWonderland Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome! ^^
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LadyMcBite Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :D
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AlikaiWonderland Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No problem ;)
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Orkekum Featured By Owner May 1, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
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AlikaiWonderland Featured By Owner May 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! :D
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