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Sweet Auntie Sarah
A rush of pain running through my body woke me up. I tried to scream, but I had no air in my lungs to create even as much as a whine. I took a deep breath and felt how every cell in my body wanted to flee from whatever was happening. All that happened was that I realized I had a dry cloth in my mouth, obviously there to keep me quiet. Where the hell was I? I tried to stand up, but I only felt how a crude rope dug itself deep into my skin. I couldn't even move my head to get a better look around the room in the dark. All I could see was the cold stone ceiling above me and something that seemed like a light bulb. How the hell did I get here?
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In the eye of the storm
The sound of bullets flying over my head had been going on non-stop for hours now. There was no way of telling which of them were aimed at you and which at the enemy. I took a deep breath, prayed that my hands would stop shaking and sprinted for the next cover. I wasn't the only one who had aimed for the great stone that stood up from the otherwise treacherous grass field. The man next to me was covered in blood and dirt. His breath was heavy and unstable. A specialist, judging by his insignia. I didn't know if I felt jealous or saddened when I looked at it. - War is hell they say, he said with a clear and stable voice. I guess they knew wh
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Spread your wings
- Come on, do you really have to go that close the edge? I said with a nervous giggle. It's a really long way down. I had looked over that cliff edge once. The view was amazing. An emerald green forest stretched as far you could see, flocks of colorfull birds flew around the treetops and a river as blue as the sky above ran through it like a snake basking in the sunlight. A gentle summer breeze gently stroked my cheek. It played around with her hair, lightly tugging it this way then the other. I would never grow tired of that sight. She gave me one of her warm and gentle smiles and took a few steps away from the edge. I let out a sigh of r
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Guardian Angel
Suddenly the world makes sense The path is so clear in the bright moonlight Now I dare to take the next step Without fearing what lies ahead I mean something to someone I acctually deserve to be happy I know exactly what I want My heart has made up its mind And its all thanks to you
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Seduced
Jag kände hur hjärtat slog i vild panik i bröstet när jag sprang genom rader av gravstenar. Jag hade för länge sedan tappat bort mig bland alla stenkors och mausoleum, men jag vågade inte heller stanna för att försöka hitta en väg ut. Allt jag kunde göra var att springa i hopp om att ett mirakel skulle ske. Någonstans inombords visste jag redan hur mitt öde skulle se ut innan jag snubblade. Gruset från gången sprätte åt alla håll kring mig och jag landade illa på armen. Tårarna rann ner för mina kinder när jag såg hur skuggan långsamt närmade sig i mörkret. Igen kände jag hur huvudvärken började krypa in på mig, hur smärtan ökade för varje s
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Fake/Real
It' so simple, so easy Smiling, crying, loving Even though I feel almost nothing It's scary, to say the least But that is what the world is turning me into What is slipping away from me The line is getting more and more blurry What is fake and what is real Why do they both feel the same? The cold numbness is coming closer Wishing to tip me over But I won't go down without a fight The strong emotions The extremes of them Are still there It might not be much They might be hard to handle But I won't let them go This rollercoast might never end The highs and lows worse and better But if I figure out how to hold on and keep my
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Everything has a price
I might know more about myself It helps me understand why I do these things Why I say the things I say Do the things I do And what price I have to pay in the end I know how I look and what effect it has I know that my words emphasize it That I play along to easily I know why I can't understand it For I see the cold that lurks in my soul The heart that never stops, never stays Always looking for a new plaything A new person to break Who want's to be like that? Who want's to be so heartless? I don't, but I can't get rid of it I just can't say no Yet in the middle of the night After a long conversation, many confessions and a f
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Persona
Laughter is my signal Mirth, joy, laughter, tricks, pranks Always wearing a smile Being nimble and quick That is who I am I sit calmly in my corner A book in my hand and a cup of tea in the other I hold my sweetheart tight in times of tears Always holding my arms open for those in need Warmth and kindness is my gift I watch the field with expertise Calculate my moves, try to figure out my opponent's I play the game, sometimes even by the rules I can never turn down a challenge Playing fair doesn't always mean playing nice I am the  one who messes up your mind I let my hand slightly touch your shoulder as I pass by Stare deep
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Take a deep breath
Breathe, my dear breathe Don't jump to conclusions Don't think so much You know the mess it tends to stir up You know the tears cried in secrecy You know the the barriers that hold your tongue Try to stay calm Try to let go of the fear Try to figure out what you're working with Deal with one thing at a time Figure out which string to pull to untie the knot Don't let your feelings overwhelm you You know you can handle this But there's no need to rush Breathe, my dear breathe
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Bright Night Adrenalin
Bright Night Adrenalin  Gin sat down in the chair by the handrail. He wasn't really tired, but this was the best place for checking everyone out and finding a prey for the night. He could feel the beat of the music in his very core and the smell of alcohol and sweat was intoxicating. The shady lights felt soothing where he sat, but beneath him he knew that the bright neon's could almost hypnotize you if you didn't keep your head clear.  It didn't take long for the handsome youth to spot a perfect lady from the scene below him. She was a natural red-head, about five foot eleven and a hundred and sixty-five pounds, out with her friends whom
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The City Never Sleeps
  There it was again, the buzzing. Maybe going out for a drink hadn't been such a good idea after all.  - Sorry bro, but I think I'll have to call it a night.  - Already sis? I thought you had guts for at least three more of those, my brother said and nodded towards my half-empty glass.  - Normally I would have Lance, but I feel a headache coming. And you of all people should know what a bitch I can be if it hits me, I said to my younger brother with a cruel grin.  Lance made a face. Yeah, he knew what I could be like. He had way too often for his sanity's sake been the sorry part to trigger it.  - Try get home safe then sis, he sai
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The Devil of New York
  The tombstone Elijah sat on was really uncomfortable. Then again, it hadn't exactly been built for being sat on, so why complain. At least this time the weather was on his side. The dark night sky was covered by an even darker cloud blanket that would become a mighty thunderstorm when it would unleash itself, but now the giant was still asleep. This pleased Elijah, since it kept the surroundings dark and hid him from by passers' eyes, but would also cover up the tracks that would be left behind tonight.  Elijah wasn't exactly a religious man, had never been and would never become, but he still felt a little uncomfortable when he thought a
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Sweet Auntie Sarah
A rush of pain running through my body woke me up. I tried to scream, but I had no air in my lungs to create even as much as a whine. I took a deep breath and felt how every cell in my body wanted to flee from whatever was happening. All that happened was that I realized I had a dry cloth in my mouth, obviously there to keep me quiet. Where the hell was I? I tried to stand up, but I only felt how a crude rope dug itself deep into my skin. I couldn't even move my head to get a better look around the room in the dark. All I could see was the cold stone ceiling above me and something that seemed like a light bulb. How the hell did I get here?
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In the eye of the storm
The sound of bullets flying over my head had been going on non-stop for hours now. There was no way of telling which of them were aimed at you and which at the enemy. I took a deep breath, prayed that my hands would stop shaking and sprinted for the next cover. I wasn't the only one who had aimed for the great stone that stood up from the otherwise treacherous grass field. The man next to me was covered in blood and dirt. His breath was heavy and unstable. A specialist, judging by his insignia. I didn't know if I felt jealous or saddened when I looked at it. - War is hell they say, he said with a clear and stable voice. I guess they knew wh
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Spread your wings
- Come on, do you really have to go that close the edge? I said with a nervous giggle. It's a really long way down. I had looked over that cliff edge once. The view was amazing. An emerald green forest stretched as far you could see, flocks of colorfull birds flew around the treetops and a river as blue as the sky above ran through it like a snake basking in the sunlight. A gentle summer breeze gently stroked my cheek. It played around with her hair, lightly tugging it this way then the other. I would never grow tired of that sight. She gave me one of her warm and gentle smiles and took a few steps away from the edge. I let out a sigh of r
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Guardian Angel
Suddenly the world makes sense The path is so clear in the bright moonlight Now I dare to take the next step Without fearing what lies ahead I mean something to someone I acctually deserve to be happy I know exactly what I want My heart has made up its mind And its all thanks to you
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Seduced
Jag kände hur hjärtat slog i vild panik i bröstet när jag sprang genom rader av gravstenar. Jag hade för länge sedan tappat bort mig bland alla stenkors och mausoleum, men jag vågade inte heller stanna för att försöka hitta en väg ut. Allt jag kunde göra var att springa i hopp om att ett mirakel skulle ske. Någonstans inombords visste jag redan hur mitt öde skulle se ut innan jag snubblade. Gruset från gången sprätte åt alla håll kring mig och jag landade illa på armen. Tårarna rann ner för mina kinder när jag såg hur skuggan långsamt närmade sig i mörkret. Igen kände jag hur huvudvärken började krypa in på mig, hur smärtan ökade för varje s
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Fake/Real
It' so simple, so easy Smiling, crying, loving Even though I feel almost nothing It's scary, to say the least But that is what the world is turning me into What is slipping away from me The line is getting more and more blurry What is fake and what is real Why do they both feel the same? The cold numbness is coming closer Wishing to tip me over But I won't go down without a fight The strong emotions The extremes of them Are still there It might not be much They might be hard to handle But I won't let them go This rollercoast might never end The highs and lows worse and better But if I figure out how to hold on and keep my
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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
My Bio
A Fenno-Swedish blogger, student and hobby writer.

Favourite Movies
Howl's Moving Castle, The Corpse Bride
Favourite TV Shows
She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Kakegurui
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Emma Blackery, Jess Glynne, Shinedown
Favourite Books
Good Omens
Favourite Writers
Neil Gaiman
Favourite Games
Tales of Symphonia, Legend of Zelda series, Kingdom Hearts series
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, PS4, Switch
Other Interests
Larping, RPGs, D&D
IT'S ALIVE!
I have finally revived this dA account! Wow, it's been a while. I haven't written anything in a while and damn am I jealous of my past self's writing skills. I need to start writing and reading again, so I figured I would do some CPR to this old account. No idea yet about what I'll be posting or when... but I do have a pretty serious Catradora phase going on. So might be that I finally dip my toes into fanfic territory! I'm more active on my IG (@alikai.wonderland) and blog (alikaiwonderland.com) in case you want more regular content from my direction. I'll have to see if I get to pick up a bit of photography at some point as well when I ge
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Things change
First I was planning on writing that I feel a bit uneasy about some things, but now everything has been worked out and turned out even better than I expected. Usually change takes time, especially in my case, but this time things have happened so fast that I'm still a bit overwhelmed by it all. For once the change has been for the better, way better. It's amazing how much one person can do in so little time. Just start from being strangers to... well, I guess I (we?) can only wait and see where this goes. For once I can truly say that I feel happy and confident about the future. I think I have never been this sure that things are going to w
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I let my guard down
When the body is weak the mind is frail I guess... I've been I'll for couple of days and it seems that it was enough for me to let down my guard a bit too much. I have more or less figured out that I'm having an identity crisis now, and that it has probably going on for a little while, which is perfectly natural at my age. I just have a hard time accepting the person that I seem to be at times and the consequence tends to be hard to handle. To make the long and messy story short: In the end I feel like horrible person and if it goes a bit further I start to feel like I don't deserve happiness. It's not really like I can't and shouldn't be ha
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AspovaHobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the watch! I read some of your poems, my compliments to you for writing! ^^
AlikaiWonderlandHobbyist Writer
Thank you! ^^
thanks for the watch
AlikaiWonderlandHobbyist Writer
you're welcome! :D
AlikaiWonderlandHobbyist Writer
you're welcome! ^^
LadyMcBiteHobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :D