AliDee33's avatar
"All my Art and Soul."
353 Watchers26.4K Page Views1.4K Deviations
Candles, Crystals, and a Feather
4
12
Fluorite Crystal Grid
0
1
Peaceful Crystal Buddha Arrangement
0
5
In Full Bloom
5
15
Labradorite Cabochons
6
5
Rainbow Lattice Sunstone
7
5
Rainbow Chakra Crystal Grid
2
7
Water Drop on Dandelion Seed
2
20
Gemstone Chakra Crystal Grid
5
12
Blooming Orchid
3
12
Macro Dried Rose
8
8
The Lovers Tarot
10
13
Waterfall Flowing
11
14
Peaceful Lotus
8
13
Rainbow Outer space
3
11
Forest Fairy
5
14
Forever Guardian
8
13
Blood Moon Merkabah
5
12
An Angelic Ascent
11
8
Abstract Geometric
0
9
Abstract Eye
2
13
Body Printing Abstract (edited)
6
5
Flower of Life Rainbow Burst
11
10
Meditating Buddha
13
14
Sumi Ink Rainbow Flower of Life
12
11
Abstract String Art 2
5
11
Abstract Unconventional String Art
13
13
Traditional Cheshire Cat
16
12
Textured Melted Crayons
11
13
A
A Bi-Polar Poem
08201019 "She's the strongest woman I have ever known, I've watched her my whole life & seen how she's grown. I always picked her up when she was down, I taught her how to turn her attitude around. She is a force to be reckoned with, full of passion, She makes moves- she makes things happen. I look into her eyes and see the magic in her soul, I love this girl so much, I will never let her go. I put her on a pedestal, high above the rest, At everything she tries her hand at, she is the very best. But sometimes she gets very sad... And just let me tell you this is extremely bad.. Because the magic in her eyes turns to hell's fire, You woul
7
5
D
Desperately Need a Hug
08182019 "I sit here in the dark silence of my home, It's only me, no one else, I'm all alone. And I find myself in this predicament often, It's always painful, the blow never softens. I'm trying all I can and nothing is working. All of these negative demons around me lurking, They whisper sweet nothings in my ear, Like "You are far too weak to handle this, my dear." And maybe it's true, but maybe it's not, I can't tell the difference between all of these thoughts. I do try to do things that will lift my mood, But it's so difficult to change this terrible attitude. I wish I felt like I had more of a purpose, I wish that some goddamn motivati
8
3
I
I Finally Heard From You
08162019 "You've written & called & you want to be in touch, Since you broke my heart and left me last month. I'm torn, I'm broken, I don't know what to do. I hate to admit it, but I'm lost without you. And everyone around me would completely disagree. But this is my heart and my decision, you see. I want to talk to you and know how you are, I hate the distance that you put between us so far. As much as I'd not like to admit, I do miss you, Even though you left me and all you put me through. And I haven't made my decision if you are welcome back, This isn't the first time you left me in a major anxiety attack. And I'm not really sure
8
2
I
I Don't Know How To Save Myself
08032019/08152019 "I was never good at lying, too honest are my eyes. I find my life terrifying, that I cannot disguise. I have special problems, special needs to be met. So many times at rock bottom, I've grown impatient & upset. I wish I had the answers, these problems can't be solved. All these negative thoughts in my head have evolved, Into these viscous, terrible monsters, deciding to take charge. The anxiety, the panic, obsessive thoughts taking over at large. No one can seem to help, not even a professional. To find the light at the end, I've grown quite skeptical. I don't have any hope, a severe lack of motivation. My story is on
20
2
C
Continued Depressing Poetry
07302019 "There's my favorite lyric by the artists Twenty One Pilots, He sings to me that "Sometimes, quiet is violent." And this resonates with my so deeply, I don't know how to deal with my problems completely, And I spend a lot of time alone, And in this quiet of my home, Storms are brewing- thoughts so fast, For any of these problems, I never ever asked. How do you overcome lack of motivation? I've given it a try, it only leads to aggravation. But it's not just the depression, it's the anxiety and grief, I need a ray of hope, I need some relief. And I have no clue where to start, I have no ideas or inspiration for art. So I sit here, wri
9
3
L
Lack of Motivation
07282019 "I lack motivation, and that is a fact. I've made up a plan to do this and do that, But when it comes down to actually doing these things, My heart starts pounding, and my mood- it swings. I can't seem to bring myself to do much, I can get everything ready, and I still won't budge. I wish this wasn't the case, I wish this wasn't true. I used to be an artist with all these ideas of what to do. But there is a little rain cloud floating above my head, It is there every day and night, every morning, and when I go to bed. Rain drops of sad little thoughts, skewing my perception, A little turns into a lot, becoming an obsession. I guess I
8
4
T
Twenty Days
07242019 "Even though it's hard, I have to remember all the times you hurt me, You left me with a scar, every time you decided to desert me. And you will come crawling back, just like you always do, Whenever you decide to call me back, it was always up to you. The only thing I ever did, was to love you the best I know how. And any time you ever sinned, I still honestly forgave you somehow. It's been 20 days since I've seen you, 20 days since you left, And I've tried to make-do, but I must confess, If I did have a choice in the matter, I don't know what I'd choose, But you'd think I'd notice your pattern, and realize I'm going to lose. 'Cause
7
3
I
I Love The Way You Haunt Me
07212019 "I think I am afraid to let myself have fun, I look all around at the damage that's been done. I lost my brother, my mom's only son, In this cruel world, it seems that evil has won. And I've lost a lot more than that, But he's the most important, it is a fact. Ben was the best guy I had ever known, As brother and sister, through life we had grown. You were so successful, you took to the city, Won everyone over with your charm, so witty. You had a special way of making everyone feel important, Your life should have never been shortened. I can only imagine the places you would have went. And I know that hurting us was never your inten
7
6
D
Drawing a Line
07172019 "Maybe you left me, maybe it's true, And baby I thought I had no strength without you. These days alone have been passing, Fighting with myself, these thoughts are harassing. And maybe I don't have the best grip on things, And I never know what tomorrow may bring. But I'm alive, every day I fight to stay, Even though everyone leaves me in dismay. I try to find reasons, distractions, and purpose, I try to handle all these feelings as they surface. And you are no good, you must stay behind, I'm making a boundary, and drawing a line. For once, I'm standing up for myself, Who are you to treat me like everyone else? I thought you said yo
5
4
D
Depressing Poetry
07142019 "I feel so desperate, This place is so desolate. Adjustment periods are the worst, Starting over again must be my curse. It's so depressing that I can't do art, I have no ideas of where to start. I have all these feelings that can't be ignored, All of these traumatic memories stored, Playing over again and again in my head. I stare at this wall while I sit in this bed, Frozen, clock ticking seconds of torture. I can't get any of my thoughts in order. And I can't cry too hard or I'll get a migraine, Feelings take over that I am insane. It's really hard to take back control, Trying to nurture and revive my soul. But nothing seems to w
12
4
Abstract Fractal
7
7
Rainbow Overlapping Flower of Life
5
9
Swirling Abstract Colors
0
5
Abstract Flower of Life
2
5
Colorful Abstract
8
8
Brain-gasm
2
6
Rainbow Lens Flare
0
5
Seed Of Life Kaleidoscope
0
9
Abstract Rainbow Tree
3
7
Rainbow Scribbles
6
8
Nov 1
United States
Deviant for 2 years
Follow me on
FeedYourImagination: Where Your Fantasies Run Wild
Hello my fellow Deviants! #FeedYourImagination (https://www.deviantart.com/feedyourimagination) My dear friend BrankaArts (https://www.deviantart.com/brankaarts) had this great idea last February to begin her own Fantasy Photomanipulation group! I jumped right on board with her, as I thought it was a fantastic idea, and I'm so glad I did! We went from 0 to 247 members in a mere six months! We are currently running our third contest, and there will be many more to come! But we need points prizes to be able to continue to do this! Would any of you be so kind to donate any amount of    to BrankaArts (https://www.deviantart.com/brankaarts) ? I thank you and appreciate your support to everyone who has already donated! We would also love to become a Super Gro
12
2
Starting a New Instagram Account: alideecaptures
Hey my fellow Deviants!   I hope you all are doing well! I have exciting news!   I have started up a new Instagram account that will be featuring only my photography.   With all my new equipment, I want to actively pursue bettering my photography skills. It's not to say that I am abandoning DeviantArt, or any of my other arts! Not at all! I will still be very active on Deviant!! Deviant is still my home.  I just want to branch out into different avenues as a growing and evolving artist! So if you have an Instagram account- check me out and follow me, when you have the time!! Thanks so much for all your continued support and encourageme
6
0
#ShowYourHeart - "Community Love" I am admin of a few really fun groups here on DeviantArt!: :iconSpiritedVisionary: @SpiritedVisionary is a group based on positivity & encouragment open to all art!  :iconFeedYourImagination: @FeedYourImagination is ...
0

Comments375

anonymous's avatar
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Sign In
caddman's avatar
caddman|Professional General Artist
my friend...Hug

Emoticon - Pingy Thank You!   Brought to you by the letter 4 the     Fav fella (Badge)

ps...like your neww hair colour....
Reply  ·  
AliDee33's avatar
AliDee33|Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Skot! You are more than welcome! :aww:
And thank you so kindly!! :D :happybounce: :love:
:heart: :rose:
Reply  ·  
caddman's avatar
caddman|Professional General Artist
Alisa


my friend...:hug:

Emoticon - Pingy Thank You!   Brought to you by the letter 4 the     Fav fella (Badge)
Reply  ·  
AliDee33's avatar
AliDee33|Hobbyist General Artist
You are most welcome, Skot! :hug: :heart: :rose:
Reply  ·  
FractalMonster's avatar
:wave:
Thank you for the :+devwatch: :happybounce: Now you have to endure my raw fractals :rofl:
Heard about fractals before?
Reply  ·  
AliDee33's avatar
AliDee33|Hobbyist General Artist
:wave: Hello there, and thanks for stopping by! My name is Alisa, lovely to meet you! :D
You're most welcome for the watch, you create magnificent fractals! :heart:
I don't know all about them, but I do know that it's generally created mathematically? or with an algorithm?
It's very interesting indeed! :nod:
Reply  ·  
FractalMonster's avatar
Alisa :wave:
Ingvar here!

Thank you so much :blushes:

You are on the right way :D Fractals are patterns that repeat themselves (or have details) at every level of magnification :wow: See the three illustrations Barnsley Fern , Romanesco Brassica , and Von Koch Curve :wow:  I'll put some recycled info in a note for you. Hope you don't mind ;)

IF you wanna try some free simple fractal software of "Mandel an Julia" type, go to this journal. You don't need to know the math behind :wow:
 
(if the links to my external pages don't work, check out this journal)
 
Maybe you would appreciate my Chaotic series of fractal articles (<- click) if you have a little theoretical interest ;)
 
Regarding deep zooms in the Mandelbrot set, if you check out my deviation Cauliflowerfort and click the link under "Artist's Comments", from page 4 you can follow the entire zoom sequence in 28 steps :wow:
 
In this journal you have some links to cool fractal animations I stumbled over at YouTube. Also check out the zoom videos in this journal :wow:
 
.. and from the middle of the nineties there is a fantastic TV program about fractals, Colors of Infinity by Arthur Clarke :) Really beautiful soundtracks by Pink Floyd :aww:
 
(the above info is recycled)
Reply  ·