A Letter of Lies12092018"You are no good, you scare everyone away,The pattern has become predictable, cliche,Your intense emotions are too much for anyone to handle,For I do not build up, but I dismantle,Anything good I might have had,I'm destined to be eternally sad.You're crazy, insane, to the point of not realizing,That during anxious fits I am compromising,All that I have and all that I need,And don't forget to mention that your needs exceed,That which anyone is capable of doing,So I'll just go ahead and keep spewing,All this negativity, all around me,All alone, no one can see.This is the letter of lies I tell myself,No one agrees with me- not anyone else.I wish I could have your perspective,I can't tell what's real with my skewed perception."-Alisa Danielle
You Were Never Worth My Time Anyway12032018/12062018"It took my Mom and I days to scrub you out of these walls,I packed all your things in some bags down the hall,For you are not welcome, not now or not ever.But you go ahead and still think you were clever.How selfish are you that you would steal the attention,Of my grieving emotions, don't forget to mention..That my brother that just passed months ago,Was supposed to marry us- now I'm glad this isn't so.You broke each and every promise you ever made,I've never felt my heart more betrayed.There's more going on than what you say,Do not even try to downplay..Your addiction- your problem with drugs,I found all your straws and empty jugs.You lied our entire relationship,I was blind to it all, I hate to admit,But now I see, clear as day..You were never worth my time anyway."-Alisa Danielle