Behind The NothingnessBehind The NothingnessI used to play here everydayAlone and with no lightBehind an ashen, big boardPeople calls as a pianoMy fingers were dancingWith the old, cranky piano keysAnd rhyming with all the chords and melodies I knowAll the black and whiteBecame one amidst shadowBehind the nothingness, I played wildRaging and fighting against the false melodiesSounded as I pressed the wrong parts of the songThis ears can never hear wellBut my failures rang inside themClearlyBehind the nothingness, my fingers kept playingWithout audience to sit before meWithout clapping hands to sound appreciationWithout a figure or even a shadowThan the overwhelming darkness around meNeither do I knowI closed my eyes or opened themBut I kept rounding with the same songTo finish what I had startedBehind the nothingness I have
Only Sad When You're GoneThe rain may not stop,And the fates may not budgeFor us.But I'm happiest becauseI've got you.I'll never have a reasonTo be lonely again.I'm so madly in love with you.
Keeping You A SecretI was born to meet youI met you to fall in loveAnd I keep living to love youBut alongside the love is a bleeding woundI have to keep you a secretThey wouldn't understandWhy it is I love you as much as I doI know we haven't metBut that doesn't make the happiness any less realThe smile you put on my lipsFeels better than any kissMaybe someday they will understandUntil they do this wound will bleedExcept when I am with you
Light's Early Dawnshe's in a million different piecesthat never even fit together.she's got purple bruises under her jigsaw eyesfrom sleepless nights, waiting for himto rememberher.her lips are bitter and sweet and untouched,and they've forgotten how to smile.she's a shooting star,drifting lonely across the light.she doesn't want to remember,but her heart's a broken record.she can't forget that she's the onewho tore herself to pieces.she knows that she's the onewho kept herself awake.she's well aware that it's her own mindthat echoes her hurt back to her.she's a shooting star,drifting lovely across the night.she's lost her voice,lost the sweet wordsthat used to linger in her eyes.she's like a book with too many empty pages,both waiting for and afraid thatsomeone will want to write in it someday.she wants to wave this town goodbye,find her way away, free from gravity,but there's always somethingpulling her back down to earth.she's a drifting star,shooting lovely a
Gotta Move OnSlowly through this I am coping,With the help of all this hoping.But I don't think things will change,Still, I think it's time to turn the page.Move on with my life, forget the past.I have lost so much, hope it doesn't last.I just want to be different from me,Be all that I had thought I would be.It's a different chapter, new life,Maybe there will be no more strife.Doubtful, 'cause life has it's problems,But maybe I can better approach them.Who knows with this crazy world,That's got me twisted, slightly whirled.But surely I will push through,It is something that I often do.Hopefully there will be more success,Though there seems to be a lot of mess.Done with all of these complications,Time to move to new revelations.Gotta move on.
What am I?Lost and forlorn
Within the emptiness,And all of the blank pagesOf the masksI hide behind
I can still feel youHereAll around meScreaming, and tryingSo desperatelyTo fight
As I take flight,I run awayAnd hide myselfHere again
You try to tell meI was never there,But I know
I was.Because I still am.