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Need to get this off my chest.
I feel so different from when I joined DeviantArt then the MLP fandom and groups that I'm in on how I met my online friends, I was so full of life and positivity even becoming a better artist and person thanks to those who believe in me. But, sadly.........over the years I've been losing friends and been opening my eyes more on those who where my true friends and those who never really cared/respected me at all, it did a lot of damage to me even my struggles from my own life didn't really help every day I've been dying inside more and more pieces of I once was is slowly fading. Been feeling deeply sad, very aggravated, even to the point to where half of me just gave up/caring for even feeling numb some things. Have been drawing less and less even to where I don't talk in groups and to some of my friends/fandom family cause everyone has been beyond busy or I don't feel like talking to anyone I only talk to those I feel closest too (that actually care, respect me, know me very well and keep in contact with me) sorry to be blunt but it's the only way to get people to listen these days. The more I open my eyes, the more my thoughts, feelings and opinions don't matter to anyone anymore.
From now on, I keep my distance from people and not get close to no one I will only talk to those that I feel comfortable and closest to if anyone comments and ask me who I trust Just DONT I MEAN IT, unless you want a dead blunt answer to put you in tears DONT ASK. I am in no mood and I'm tired of people asking me that, I hate explaining myself and repeating to everyone also if anyone keeps pushing my buttons about it I will be blocking people....
Algar Jassu DND
Bio: Algar Jassu son of Jin and Haldar Jassu his mother Jin a genie along with father Haldar a magical elf then last brother to Hin his little sister a half breed, both parents met at up at mountain not far from his village and she lived within the mountain itself. There love was forbidden in elf culture to marry outside of there race so the young couple flee from there only home, years later they had there son Algar in a nice cozy town were races lived in harmony the place was called “Crossroad Haven”. Algar lived a good life with his family, he had a few friends was well liked by all who meet him, cute rumors say that if you could get him to laugh genuinely rainbow like butteries will appear around him in the most magical way you ever seen. The moment he got older he left to go on his own adventures to find himself and find a place call home of his own. After he left home his parents felt empty without their son around then decided to have another child to full their empty
Life Update
Hey Alex Voicer here,
To give you the update from my last post in my journal, I've seen my therapist and slowly getting better at handling my emotions, working on my self-esteem, having peace with my little sister (were close now), working on issues with my dad, and a bit with my boyfriend, my job hunting, even other things as well.
Sadly, I must be honest with you my friends. Ever since I've joined here on DA and even coming into the MLP fandom, it's had it's up's and down's but over time things change. Seeing old friends no longer friends spilting up and so on, over time I saw some of my friends true colors show and I didn't like it at al
Serious talk-
Hey, everypony Alex Voicer here,
Real talk here everyone, well I've been meaning to tell ya something but thought about keeping it to myself leaving ya in the dark about this. But, ya need to know the truth. Well, on June 21st, 2019 I went to see my doctor for a check-up as usual but I've asked for some test and I've been diagnosed with Mild depression by my doctor *heh* I've been having a feeling that I might have it but wanted to hear it from the health professional to be 100% sure.
I"ve been struggling with my life, having depression moods swings on and off, finding a job, even having a strain in my relationship with my bf that I've been
Question to Everypony?
Hello, Alex Voicer here,
I've been wondering. Why doesn't know one commissions me or many other things. Is it because I'm not one of the famous artists out there or artwork not to the liking, something wrong with my art skills, or maybe me. It could be anything. What am I missing here????
So, today I'm going to ask you, my wonderful friends and watchers, I'm going to hear you out I want you guys to be 100% honest with me.
Before you Speak
Your honest answers must be helpful and kind, meaning it must be a good criticism.
If any comments down below that are not talking about this topic or say bad things that are not helpful your comments w
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Hey there, I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling this way as of late. Also I'm very sorry for not seeing this sooner. I would have commented a lot sooner. Take as much time as you wish to for this. As always, I'm all ears if you wish to talk ONLY if you want to. 