alexmerser47
Anyway, I wanted to share what’s been going on with me lately.
I was staying at my grandmother’s place when I found out my father had been discharged from the hospital—this was back at the end of summer. My younger half-brother (on my father's side) passed the news on to me. That day, I was heading to a gaming center and decided to call my brother to arrange picking up a game console. It turned out he was home and suggested I drop by. So, I went straight to my father’s place; I wanted to see how he was doing and what condition he was in.
When I arrived, I saw his condition: he was thin, slightly pale, and lying in a special medical bed. His voice was weak and quiet—I had to get closer to hear him. It was a relief that he remembered everything, but it was really hard for me to see him like that. I shared my feelings in a group chat with friends and called my grandmother—she was visiting someone at the time.
I’m back home now, waiting for the next chance to see my father; I hope Mom goes to visit him soon to check on his progress. I really want him to recover and get back to his old life (at least partially). I wish him health and strength with all my heart.
There were also some issues with bank cards: my father let me use his while I was having trouble with my own. I kept getting notifications about credit card charges every day. I’m using my own card again now—the problem got sorted out. But because of that situation, I ended up spending about 4,000 rubles (since the system couldn't distinguish between my father topping up the card and someone else doing it). I was promised I’d get that money back. On top of that, I paid someone for a "retexture" job, and now I regret that expense; those funds could have come in handy if I needed to help pay for my father's treatment.
Friends and relatives tell me not to worry and to try to stay positive. To be honest, though, I still feel heavy-hearted—there’s an underlying anxiety—but I’m trying to hold it together. That’s all I wanted to share today. Thank you for reading and for your understanding.
Looking for a Modeler
Hi everyone! I wanted to order Murder Drones models for my original characters (OCs) so I could make a Gmod poster. Knowing myself, I doubt I could create them myself, even using the drone models from the workshop. So, I decided to ask for help here. Perhaps someone would be willing to create models of my characters for a fee. I'm from Russia and am willing to discuss the financial aspect.
Honestly, I'm not really hoping for help or that anyone will take on my order. But who knows, maybe I'll get lucky and get what I want.
And yes, IceWolf, if you're reading this, I decided to check here to see if anyone could help me create a model or if I could commission one.
Now I'm on boost
RUS: Короче, я создал бусти, и вы можете поддержать меня, если хотите, я там иногда буду выкладывать эксклюзимые наработки или процесс работы над постером. Но также это будет как способ оплатить мне за будущий коммишки (который я сейчас буду делаю), решил это сделать, так как мне сейчас нужны деньги на жизнь и на нужды.
Так что... Буду рад тем, кто готов с донатить ради развития творчества и повод мотивации.
ENG: In short, I created a boost, and you can support me if you want, I will sometimes post exclusive developments or the process of working on a poster there. But it will also be a way to pay me for future commissions (which I will do now), I decided to do this as I now need money for life and for needs
So... I will be glad to those who are ready to donate for the sake of developing creativity and a reason for motivation
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Ссылка/Link: https://boosty.to/nra
collab with artist
And so, I’m thinking about a collab with an artist, but so far, somehow from my region, but I couldn’t come to an agreement with someone about the collab. I decided to make a post about a collab with the Artist in DA, but I don’t know if anyone would want to do a collab with me between 3D and 2D. so this post will be an announcement about a collab, write me a PM if you want to do a collab
my first post
This is my first post and I wanted to say that I made a poster for Fallout, which I can say was quickly done in one day, I got a lot, and in the meantime, a poster for the world of Stalker (which I made with love) which took a couple of days but got very little and I’m kind of offended became for this work. But I won’t blame you for how the Fallout series is currently being wiped, but still add the favorites who worked on the poster for a long time