alexandra-leigh

finaly thank the god.. its getting cooler.. no need to be lazying around the house in 40 degree heat.. i really dont do well in heat.. i think i get a bit crazy.anyway.. i got into uni and will be starting at QCA ( queensland college of art) in about week. i have my orientation tommrrow. so excited.. hehe.i think i need to create a deviant id.. time to get thinking.

Its funny how life just all of a sudden gives you everything that you have wanted , yet you still dont feel happy or like you have achived anything.as of Wendsday  i now have a diploma in photography. It took 2 stressfull years and now it is done. I feel hopeless you would think id be taking better photographs but i just cant seem to push myself to to this. Hopfully i will have a better few years at uni..i miss my boy alot. i havent seen him in over a week. and when i see him its only ever for a few hours. somtimes i think what would it be like if i was given more freedom and different rules about boys. i really miss him.

Well..I'm so bored !. Home on a saturday night ! what makes it worse is everyones out.. LIKE every possible person i know !I got my hands on a Hoya Infared R72 filter today... hehe.. im just itching to test it out. after seeing the  Ir work of =Gwarf . i became inspired to do a series of landscapes for my folio.Iv been reading heaps of forums online and now i have to find another camera to shoot with as my 20D is not the best to shoot with due to the Ir blocker inside.If i had some spare cash id probally buy a sony 717 on ebay.. but  spare cash is somthing i havent seen in years. lolim going to have to think of another way to get some nic...