So, I recently just started last Saturday to start exercising and dieting. I've been exercising everyday (except for sunday, all my muscles hurt) at the Gym. So far, it's been good. But I feel like I'm gaining more weight rather than losing it! But, people tell me I need to wait longer to notice any changes..I guess I can say I am a bit impatient. Being 4'10 1/2 and and 123.8 lbs is bad in my opinion. Other people say I don't even need to exercise or diet. Regardless, I am doing it for my own benefits and to attract the men.
hehe. Besides, everyone else in my family is doing it and I have no life other than that because I lost my job months ago and I'm still trying to get that. And while i'm waiting, I thought I'd do something. I decided also to not join my school's track team this year, which was a hard decision for me earlier. I mean, whether I should go or not. Honestly, I promised my dad to get a job and now I finally do want money in my debit card because I've such a spender. I can't help it! xP I'm single and I don't have a family-- so why not?
Anyways, as I get closer to the end of my Senior year many thoughts are going through my head. I mean, I have an idea of what the real world is like. I've had 3 part time jobs. I have 2 at the same time and the other one separate. I've been driving with my license for about 4-5 months now. I also got accepted to College in January which I'll be scheduling classes May 2nd. It's a confusing time for me as well as many other seniors.. which I'm sure is normal. As I'm nearing the end, I'm also starting to see who my real friends are and what new friends I'm going to make this upcoming Fall.
Honestly, all I want is the Summer. 80 degrees is good enough for me. I love to swim and to travel. Vacation is great. That's all I want and a thinner stomach and I'm all set. Also, if along the way I find a lover, that'd be great too. Since it's been a year and a half since I've even been romantic with a guy. I do miss that. Well, I guess that's a journal entry for another time.
Gonna help on Furcadia, tata~