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Kettlebell training by aldebaran086 Kettlebell training :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 24 5 Tabitha Gym 1 by aldebaran086 Tabitha Gym 1 :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 26 0 Tabitha 01 by aldebaran086
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Muscle Night Club by aldebaran086 Muscle Night Club :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 4 0 Cowgirl by aldebaran086 Cowgirl :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 17 0 Tabitha on Musclebeach by aldebaran086 Tabitha on Musclebeach :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 29 3 Big J variations by aldebaran086
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Xmas Card for all my kind friends by aldebaran086
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For all my naughty followers by aldebaran086
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Giant Orc by aldebaran086
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Kimberly posing show by aldebaran086 Kimberly posing show :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 15 0 Josh -Poolside activities part I cover by aldebaran086 Josh -Poolside activities part I cover :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 19 3 Holiday Season by aldebaran086 Holiday Season :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 7 0 Queen Neferbody by aldebaran086
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Powerfemme 01 by aldebaran086 Powerfemme 01 :iconaldebaran086:aldebaran086 23 4 Masochist XL mag by aldebaran086
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by gpfer

This work is awesome. Background hide out nicely and everything is scaled nearly perfectly. Just a spaceship on the back seems to be to...

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Aldebaran086
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Finland
Female bodybuilder admirer.

My heart is heavy and my mind is dark. Last bit of light on my life slowly fade away as I heard someone important for me passed away some time ago. She meant a lot to me. More than I was imagined. :(

My life always been sad and dark. I don't have family nor friends. There was only one person who ever touched me deeply, and now she's gone.

I know her from school. I could say, she was my teenage crush. First and only crush I have ever experienced. I have never fall in love.

I don't know if she ever thought about me, but I thought about her a lot, many times during the years. But I never call her.

Why I'm so shy and weak and scary? Why can't I be strong and brave? Why didn't I have strength and will to find her number and call her? Even once. Why must she die as I'm still here, alone? :disbelief:

I hate my miserable life. There is no meaning for it. It's more waiting for death than living. My life is empty. I'm just an empty shell. I wish there would be a way to change things in past, but there is not.

Rest in peace, my sweet old friend. I miss you so much. :cries:


Maybe one day there will be another light on my life, but just now I feel nothing but pain. :|

Anyway, I want to wish you all: Happy Holidays! :) :clap:

Enjoy company of your family and friends. Take care and keep contact with all your friends, you never know when it might be too late.

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3452 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2019
Thanks for the fav!
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aldebaran086 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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3452 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2019
:)
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Crypt567 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave:-)
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aldebaran086 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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MRCALIBAN Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2018
Thanks for the fav!!!
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aldebaran086 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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Brutal-mass by SrBascon  
welcome to Brutal-Mass
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aldebaran086 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! :)
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